Fix You || N.H. ✔️

Bonding Time

--Diamond's POV--
It's been three weeks since me and Niall are on bonding time and I gotta say it's... It's been perfect. I mean it. I've never felt so comfortable, trusting, happy and needed in this whole time. Niall is an amazing person and friend now. We really have a lot in common and to talk about. Niall understands me and I understand him. He got a lot comfortable with the wheelchair and the thought about him not walking, that I got to help him. I'm afraid that in this process we can get attached to each other and I leave we will be both hurt. And... And... I'm afraid I... I can fall for him for what he is. Niall is so kind, caring. He can talk for hours with you, he can totally adjust to the person he is, although I can see his his character and sometimes it's hard to deal with but it is just because of his trauma. It's normal. Maybe I get a bit tired and just get grumpy, he feels my mood. I mean we totally have something in between and honestly I don't wanna lose it. But I have to keep my distance and keep it professional since I'm working and I have a partner. I waited for Niall at the hospital since he's out of his casts. He didn't broke that bad, so he healed fast. I got to admit I received a lot of followers on my socials. Some fans are nice and some are... You know... Sending hate but I don't care. Of course, what they write about me is hurtful but they just humans, kids and jealous people. Niall said I need to be cautious about these kind of things and said I will face more everytime we gonna be seen together. He said I need to learn how to not pay attention as much as I can even though it's hard sometimes but everything I do or say will be used in nasty way. In time step by step I start to understand what kind of life Niall is living and it's hard. I haven't seen it all but... Some people doesn't understand that he's just a human. A sensitive, sweet, passionate, caring, loving guy that I met.
"You're done?" I smiled looking at Niall driving to my side. He nodded.
"Can we go for some fresh air. I-I want to be outside today if you're okay with that." Niall looked at me. I gave him a warm smile.
"Sure, Niall we can be outside. I'm glad you want to be in the fresh air finally." I said taking him out of hospital.
"Thanks, Diamond. I'm gonna tweet that I... We need some privacy. Im not ready to give pictures looking like this." he mumbled tapping his phone.
"Niall, do as you feel is the best. You know better what you want and need." I smiled slowly walking and pushing him in wheelchair. Niall looked up at me and smiled. What if... What if I tell him that I can't hear with my left ear and I'm about to be the same with right one?