Fix You || N.H. ✔️

What You Want?

"Niall... I can't. I don't know... Ugh, I need to think.." I placed the ticket on table and got off his lap. I was lost... I didn't expect he will ask me to.
"But why Diamond? I'll be there, you'll see the world, we will travel together, we will know each other a lot more." Niall said. I saw how upset he was.
"I understand. I want to. I really do, Niall. I wanna be with you but it's a lot. I will be distracting you... What did your management say about me coming?" I asked confused.
"What they can say? I'll tall to Tara she will do everything. We'll be good. If you worry about Hailee... I promise you can do whatever you want to her except violence. Don't rip her head off. I can't do or say because of contract but you can. But we will forget her and be just you and me, princess." Niall whispered stroking my cheek. I stared at him. When he called me like that it gave me chills.
"Do you... Do you still mean what you showed to me leaving? Because that's what stuck in my head til now." he hugged my shoulders. I blushed remember what I did. I rubbed his sides not answering.
"Because I love you. I love you, I truly do. And every second without you is breaking me. I was hoping that you didn't move on, that I still have a chance." Niall cleared his throat. I saw how nervous he was but his eyes just lit up saying these words to me and looking at me. He kissed my forehead. I quickly wiped my tears.
"I'll wait for you tomorrow. I will wait. Think, okay?" he whispered. I nodded.
"I need to go. Pack my stuff. Thanks for being for me today." Niall smiled. He pecked my lips and left. My bottom lip trembled. I rolled my head back trying to calm down.

I sat on sofa staring at the wall.
"Did you two talked?" Adam came back.
"Yeah. We did." I said clearing my throat.
"What's this..? Diamond are you leaving?" Adam asked looking at the ticket. I shaked my head.
"Niall wants me to go and spend last months on his tour with him. We talked, everything. He said he loves me and he's waiting for me." I mumbled upset. Adam sat next to me.
"And what do you want, sis? Do you want to go, spend time with someone you love, know him more or you wanna sit, cry and do nothing?" Adam took my hand.
"I wanna go... I wanna travel, be with Niall, fell in love with him even more... But there's so many people, media, drama, that brat." I pouted playing with his fingers.
"I think, you should go pack your stuff, get some rest and tomorrow morning I will drive you to the airport." he smiled.
"You think so?" I made a little smile.
"Yeah. Go. Pack and get good beauty sleep." he giggled pushing me to my room.
"Okay." I giggled. "Thanks, bro." I messed up his hair and went to pack.