Fix You || N.H. ✔️

The Struggle

I held Diamond's hand while we waited next to her ear doctor's office. I want to get her new hearing aids. She's been struggling, a lot these few days. We've been struggling with conversations and she closed because of that. She said she wants to hear my voice, she already missed it. That broke me, so I want her something new, something that she won bother if it was very visible. I ended my promo after like two 'dates' with that person. Of course, fans doesn't know but they'll see when we won't hang out anymore. Diamond said she doesn't want to come back on tour til she doesn't have her aids. She thinks she's a burden to me, which is not true. Oh, and the morning sickness she felt got me worried about pregnancy. I don't mean I don't babies with her but we agreed that's not the best to have them yet. Diamond joked that she won't be pregnant til she doesn't have her last name as 'Horan'. We did a test and it was negative. I got a bit upset. But it is okay.
My hand rubbed her thigh while driving back home. I moved Diamond in myself. I want to take care of her. Of course, she doesn't hear but she's my baby and I want her to be happy. She took care of me even when she didn't know who I was.
"Whatcha cooking?" Diamond hugged me.
"Food." I slowly said because she was staring directly at my lips. She looked way better after the visit. Diamond will get in ear hearing aids. They won't be visible, except you look in the ear.
"Mm, it smells amazing. Can't wait to eat." she smiled and grabbed my ass making me jump. We weren't touchy for days. Amazing to see how she got touchy again, I missed that. But she wants to hear me, it stops us.
"I'm cold." Diamond pouted getting closer to me while I was watching golf.
"Aww, my baby." I whispered getting blanket on us and hugging her. She pecked my lips.
"I love you." Diamond licked my bottom lip.
"Mm, I love you too." I whispered slowly and kissed her.