Fix You || N.H. ✔️

It's Time To Listen

I watched Diamond cook the breakfast for us. I still don't know if I should tell her that I watched her last night. Maybe when the time comes.
"Today I'm going to start giving the exercises you need. I don't want your leg muscles to get all numb and make all the process longer and harder for you." she said serving the breakfast. I nodded.
"I'm glad to hear it. Will I feel something?" I asked. I wanted to know more about the process and everything that I need to standing up.
"I'm sorry but no. Not for now." she whispered sitting down. I pouted and started eating.
"Mm, I can't... You're an amazing cook." I giggled with my full mouth. Diamond blushed.

"Breath in... Breath out..." Diamond calmly kept repeating while stretching my both legs. I looked at her without emotions because I didn't feel anything. I was just breathing as Diamond instructed me but nothing more. It looked like she was just moving a lifeless thing.
"Can I ask you something?" I blinked.
"Sure, anything." she carefully laid my leg.
"Do you have any family?" I asked.
"Yeah, why do you ask?" she got confused. I sat up.
"I dunno. I'm just wondering. You're always here. You're giving your personal life just to me." I whispered not feeling good about what she's doing.
"I'm... I don't talk to my parents actually." she whispered grabbing some water.
"Why?" I stared at her.
"I have a strict mom. Not strict but maybe more tough character. She will never say sorry first. She can't push herself to do things first. I always had to say sorry even though it wasn't my fault. She never understood me. Never. So, I left to my brother. We lived together. He's been there for me. We don't have that kind of attitude our mom has. But she can be a good person too. Just everything should be how she wants. I never say my own opinion. My true thoughts because nobody wants to hear it or they think my opinion is stupid. So, usually I just agree." she said all of this with hurt. I got her closer to me and hugged her. Because I think she needs that.
"Sometimes I feel better off without her. Sometimes I need her. My brother always helps me, probably he fills that gap. There were days that I felt like mom wants me out of her life. That's what I did when I turned twenty." Diamond exhaled relaxing her head on my shoulder.
"I'm sorry to hear that. But I think everything's going to be all well again. And you have a really good brother because he take care of you." I stroked her hair. I felt a lot better holding her in my arms.
"Yeah, he's amazing. Even though I sometimes want to rip his head off." Diamond chuckled. I giggled and kissed her forehead, like she kissed mine last night. I got confused as she quickly got out of my arms.
"Niall... I dunno about all of this... The kiss we shared back at the park was amazing but I'm working. This shouldn't be happening. I don't know anything anymore. I feel lost." she walked back and forth. I looked down upset but then felt her two gentle, cold hands on my cheeks and when our lips connected. I instantly grabbed her waist, pulling her closer to me while kissing her.