Fix You || N.H. ✔️

Birthday Gift

"Happy birthday, sis." Adam hugged me from behind while I was drinking tea scrolling through my phone.
"Oh, thanks!" I smiled placing my hand on my his arm.
"I got you something... Here." he gave some kind of envelope. I blinked taking it.
"Please, tell me there's a trip to neverland... I would take it instantly." I made a big sigh.
"No, but don't kill me." he giggled sitting down. I got suspicious and took the content of it.
"I won't go. No, Adam. Sorry, but no. I can't.." I whispered looking at the Niall's concert ticket.
"Diamond... My little sweet thing..." he took my hand. "It's just a concert." he looked at me.
"His concert. I don't wanna bring all the feelings back when I see him. I got over it and seeing him will make me feel all the pain I went through to forget him." I said feeling hurt already just by thinking of the day I left.
"Diamond, you've been stuck in that time for a whole year. Can't you just move on? And you keep avoiding everything that is related to Niall. Songs, videos, photos, articles. Everything." Adam said disappointed in me because I just been living in one time. I just sit at home and go to gym. That's it. That's my life after leaving Niall.
"Don't teach me how to live." I said getting angry and went to my room.
"D, c'mon! Don't say you got mad!" I heard him. I laid on my bed as I usually do now. My mental health is wrecked more as it ever been. I've been struggling a lot with my feelings for Niall. I've been trying to bury them as deep as I can but every time I hear his name those feelings, memories come back. And it sucks knowing he's not near me. Oh, Jake came back recently... Asking me to give him God knows what chance again, if I say I won't give him a chance, he tries to mentally abuse me. That sucks. Adam is just worried because I had a couple of break downs. I understand that he just cares for me but I'm just that kind of person that doesn't like to be bossed around.
"I leave the ticket here. It's tomorrow's event. If you change your mind go. I want you to go. But if you go... Take some tissues, sis. He has some serious stuff there." he winked me and left my room.
"Close the doors, for fuck sake!" I shouted.
"Sorry, queen." he mumbled closing the door. I rolled my eyes.
"Oof..." I whispered and took the ticket into my hands.
"Flicker... Okay okay... Babe, I bet it's good. Maybe I should give a shot." I whispered. Not just because I want to but Adam bought it with good reasons. And I appreciate his gift and effort. So, with one part of me I will go because of Adam and another part because I wanna see Niall, a lot. Probably he got more hot.
"Mmm..." I hummed already drooling just by the thoughts.