RoadTrip One Shots BxB

Its easier this way

Rye's P.O.V

So many sweet memories gone like that. You just drove off away from me and my heart. I gave you everything I have and everything I own and you did me dirty like this.

I was devistated when you left. I needed you more than anything I have ever needed. Love was a drug and I was addicted but you just up and left like what we had meant nothing.

I came and saw you every day without fail. We had something special but you left. I tried so many new things with you. Had good experiances and bad. You made me smile you made me cry but I never stopped loving you. I love you so much and you just left.

I decided I had enough wallowing and I was going to do something about it. I needed one last taste of you. But I couldn't have it.

The boys would come and check I was in my room every 10 miniutes making sure I didn't come back to you.

I was so desperate I tried something with another one. I was so guilty I came back to see you twice.

The boys are on their way. I needed help so...

I start crying on my bed my heart shattering the second I heard that door shut. Gone. And for good this time I couldn't do it. I needed it one more time. The sweet release of feeling something. I get up but Brook comes rushing in.

"Nope baby come on" He looks at me.

I can tell he's disapointed in me but I don't care I try and get out my door.

"Rye come on its gone. Its for the best" I break down crying in my boyfriends arms shaking madly. Who knew ice cream could break my heart?