The Charmless Queen💛💙

Chapter 13

Chapter 13: the Alpha's Mate

*Princess Lina Montefalcon *

(Markie and Princess special chapter)

Hindi ko ma pigilang maiyak habang pinapanood sila. Ilang araw na rin ako dito sa lugar na napuntahan ko. Sabi ni Prinsesa Isabella hindi daw rito ang vahal. Ang Vahal ay ang tawag sa langit ng mga diwata.

Ilang araw na rin simula ng huling paguusap namin ng Prinsesa. Hindi ko alam kung paano bumalik o babalik pa ba ako sa charm academy. Ngunit hindi ako nawawalan ng pag asa. Ayun sa librong nabasa ko tungkol sa mga diwata. Hangang hindi ka nakarating ng vahal ay hindi kapa patay at maaaring makabalik pa sa charm kingdom. Ngunit hindi ko alam kung papaano.

Hindi ko maiwasang maalala ang lahat ng pangyayari na nangyari samin noon. Ang ilang beses na pagtaboy at pag iwas sakin. Ang ilang beses na di niya pagkilala sakin as his mate. Ang pakiramdam na araw araw kang nasasaktan ngunit parang wala lang sakaniya.

Ilang linggo na ang nakalipas simula ng dumating kami dito ni Isabelle sa Charm Academy... and I feel like something has change. I feel like... I feel something familiar... i dont know.

And as soon as i fell my eyes on him... there is something inside me that explode. My longing, my love... I dont know... my eyes started to widen but he remain poker face...

Why? Can't he feel it? Or am i imagining things? I quickly change into my usual emotions before someone can see it.

As weeks pass by... i confirm it already... Im his mate.. but why? Why cant he feel it? Or he does but he continue to ignore it... but Im hurting... cant he feel it?

But what hurt me more when i heard he confess his feeling to his childhood friend... Yvonne... it hurts... super hurt... I feel like million of knife stab my heart... I dont know.

I cried all night. I dont care if they can hear it already... all I just want to do is to cry and cry until the pain will fade away...

But i think destiny doesnt really like me. I heard someone knock in my door... i didnt answer nor speak...

"Lina?" Shit! Why all of the people why him? Why?!
I didnt answer... I dont want to answer...
"A-are you alright?" Is he crying? But why? Can he feel what i feel? Is he alright?

"Are you alright?" I ask... but he didnt answer. Until I heard his soft chuckle makes my heart beat faster. I dont know but the moment I heard his chuckle my sadness quickly fade away.

"I ask you first... but... you ask me again... you should answer first before I answer... is that fair?" He said... i have to lie. Even though I know he wont be worried... hindi ko gusto na may isang nakakaalam na nasasaktan ako...

"Im okay...!" I said. I quietly walk towards the door and lean on it. "Can you please stop lying for a while... and show your true self?" Sabi niya dahilan para manlaki ang mata ko... how did he know?

"You know what... I have to tell you something... yes i can read mind... but that's  not the only thing I can do. I can also feel their emotions even though they already put a protection." He said quietly.... is that true?

Nanatili akong tahimik until I heard him sob. Why is he crying?

"Im sorry... im so sorry Lina..." before he can finish everything... the air became so hot... why? I was about to ask him if his okay but i heard his foot step... running away from me... but before that i heard he said "Yvonne."

When he left. I curled like a ball in the floor until memories started to flash in my mind. My dad, the fire, he called my name how many times as fire started to  eat him. I hate this. I really really hate this...  why is this whappening? Why!

I prevent my self from sobbing. Why am I like this? In this simple thing I cry easily... why! I didnt move in my place until i hear Kiesha shout Isabella's name... even though it hurts i did my best to stand up and go out the room. I saw Kiesha running towards Isabella's door and I follow her... and everything is history.

I wipe my tears when i saw princess Isabella coming to me.
"Hi Princess... its been a while since we met... i have a good news for you... you can come back now... you can make everything all right now... you can get him back now." She said and pulled me for a bone crushing hug. Even though it hurts physically Im mentally happy. At last! I can go home now!

"Thank you your highness... for giving me a second chance... thank you for trusting your daughters life to me... and I promise from the bottom of my heart that i will always protect her. Not just because you told me,but also because she is my bestfriend." I smile. She wipe my tears and seat with me while holding my hand.

"I know how you value friendship too much. I know that your willing yo sacrifice your self just to protect your bestfriend... but this time... I want you to follow your heart and choose the best for you okay? Even just for this time... choose what you really want... just for one time... be selfish..." she said but I dis agree with her...

"Your highness... if i follow my heart really desire... someone is going to suffer... someone is going to be hurt... i dont want to hurt someone just to fulfil my heart really desired..." gusto kong i explain sa kaniya na hindi ko kayang makita ang isang taong nasasaktan dahil sakin... if I need to break the bond between us... Im willing to sacrifice...

Just to make her happy... cause thats the only best thing I can do for her...
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A/N

Im sorry for a very lame chapter but i hope you like.  I know for you its not the best nor the better of all tge stories but i know in my self that I did my 101💙💙😘