just one day

11.

I sneezed softly, while opening my locker. My throat was sore, and I kept coughing in the middle of the night meaning I didn't sleep much.

Who knew I would regret saving someone so badly. I'm sick and it's all Yoongi's fault. If he didn't fall into the stupid pool this would've all been avoided.

I hated be sick. I would feel cold, while everything is hot. I wouldn't have an appetite to eat anything. I would always be weak and so easily tired.

I slowly pulled out my books from my bag and placed it into my open locker. "Holy shit" The voice of Emma said catching my attention causing me to turn to see her leaning next to me.

"A-are you okay?" She asked.
I nodded. "You don't look like your okay" she says.

Then why I ask the stupid question. I sniffled, causing her to lean back as if I have a disease.

I glare at her. "Sorry. It's too expensive to get sick right now" she says before placing the collar of her shirt over her mouth causing me to roll my eyes.

I shut my locker, before adjusting my bag strap on my shoulder more. "Why didn't you just say home?" She asked.

"I-i can't.. miss anymore days" I say quickly before letting out a loud squeeze. As we walk down the hallway people stared at us, and when I say stared I mean they didn't take their eyes off us either.

"Guess you became a hot topic after saving Yoongi last night" she states.

"I didn't have to save him to become a hot topic, I was already a hot topic on my first day"

True. They've never seen a black person enter their school besides me. Making me the first.

"Now that we're on the topic, why exactly did you save him?" She asked causing me to stop in my footsteps turning to her.

"Should I have let me died?"

"No. But all this talk about hating him and you didn't seem to hate him last night" she says causing me to be confused.

"What exactly are you implying?"

She begins to shrug, "I don't know... I'm just saying that maybe you don't hate him like you think you do" she says.

"Me? Not hating Him? That's a good one" I say fake laughing.

"I'm serious. I mean think about it, you didn't even think before jumping into the water. You just did, and you can't even swim. And then on top of that you were literally crying because he wouldn't wake up, meaning you sort of care about him" she states causing my eyes to enlarge.

"C-c-.... she cuts me off, "care" she says.

"No. I don't. Especially about him" I saying in denial. I mean sure I care about him but I'm a nice person. I care about everyone.

"Then why jump into the water if you hate him. If anything you would stood there like everyone else did"

"Because if he died his fan girls would be so upset, so would the members of F5. Sure Yoongi is an asshole but he's still human" I say rambling on trying to answer her question logically. I coughed into my arm causing her to make a face of discomfort.

"Since when did you start caring about his fan girls, and his members?" She asked just putting me all on the spot.

"I don't! I- I was just saying"

"All I'm saying is that maybe you should just be honest. You don't have to pretend to hate him when you actually lik—I cut her off by covering her mouth quickly.