just one day

33.

Yoongi's POV

I flipped through the pages of the novel that Maya once was reading. I would sit in front of her for what felt like hours and pretend to be on my phone just so I could watch her.

How her eyes would light up reading a good part of the book. That's all I've been doing since she left which happened to by exactly two weeks ago.

Just thinking about her. About how I messed up horribly. When we last spoke I did nothing but make things worst and make her cry.

I still regret allowing her to even leave in the first place, I shouldn't canceled her flight made a way for mother to come to her, so that she wouldn't have to leave.

But I made a promise to her and I'm keeping it.

Now that she's gone, the more and more she's away it feels like she's not coming back.

Schools pretty much been the same, the same how it was before maya showed up. The same girls, the same loud screaming, the only thing that was different was maya.

Never knew what type of day you'd have dealing with her.

I was brought out of my thoughts by a voice, "you're doing it again" Jin says causing me to remove my eyes from the novel and look up at him.

"What?"

"If you miss her so badly why don't you just go see her?" He asks as I hadn't already thought of that.

I shut the book uncrossing my legs, looking at him. "Because she doesn't want to see me" I inform him as if he didn't know that,

"Well obviously but— I cut him off, "don't you have anything better to do then to watch me?" I asked him already annoyed by his presence and he only got her a few minutes ago.

"You're just so handsome, I can't resist myself" he says jokingly.

"I always knew you were into boys" I smirk causing him to scold me.

"But since we're on the topic... you never told me what happened between you and her. I mean what made her want to leave to America?" He asks.

I sigh knowing that I'd eventually have to answer the question. "I messed up. I-i hurt her. And she just snapped" I explained without giving any further detail.

"She just snapped?"

I nod.

"Girls don't just snap for no reason, what did you say?" He asks wanting to much information.

"I basically implied that if I had to choose between sera and her, I'd choose sera" I tell him causing him to sigh.

"Yeah, you fucked that one up big time" he says causing me to roll my eyes.

"You don't think I know that?"

"I mean what were thinking? Saying that? I mean I would've thought with the amount of girls throwing themselves at you, you'd know how to deal with them" he says.

"I'm not taking dating advice from someone who hasn't been in a relationship in our four years" I spat harshly.

He was about to respond when the door opened causing both Jin and I to turn.