just one day

56.

"here" the voice of jimin says as he approaches me holding two cups of tea, as we sat in the airport waiting for our flight to be ready.

"this should warm you up" he says sitting next to me handing me the warm cup of tea. I slightly smiled as a response to thank him, even though I kind of should be thanking him for more than just a cup of tea.

I took a few sips, sitting there quietly. Before a few days ago, I didn't really think this out. I was so hellbent in finding out what he was hiding, that when I went up there... I just couldn't.

A part of me knew whatever is was, was better left unsaid. But then again if I did find out a part of me wouldn't regret leaving him like that.

"I want to ask you if you're okay, but I know the answer already...." Jimin trails off causing me to turn and look at him.

"Of course you're not okay... god I'm such an idiot" he mumbles to himself causing me slightly laugh.

"No.. you're not, jimin. If anything I'm the idiot for not listening to you this entire time. I was naive and dumb, and I just thought.... well it doesn't matter what I thought anymore" I tell him softly.

"But you were also in love"

"What?" I ask him in confusion.

"You said you were naive and dumb... but you were also in love, and last time I checked love makes you pretty naïve and dumb" he tells me.

If only I were to listen to his warnings, his multiple threats. This wouldn't be happening. I would have been probably enjoying my youth like I should be, I wouldn't have been kidnapped by crazy people who work for his mom, his ex girlfriend wouldn't have sent me out on the snow. My mom wouldn't have accepted the money from him. I wouldn't be known for being with him.

And I wouldn't be knocked up with a millionaire's baby. This shit felt like a movie title to me; I could see the headlines when words get out the left him.

"She used him for money and now she's gone!!"
"Min Yoongi'a fiancé maya left"
"The couple of the year has called a splits"

"why are you helping me?" I ask out of the blue somehow I felt as if I knew the answer, I wouldn't care about the fact that everyone else knew and didn't tell me.

I wanted to know why jimin was the only one who did.

"I never wanted you to get hurt, Maya..." he trails off, causing me sigh before taking another sip.

"That doesn't answer my question"

"because my feelings for you haven't changed.... I would do anything in my power to make sure you're okay. Watching you... day after day knowing that you were with him made miserable, but my happiness didn't matter when it came to you" he starts off looking at me.

"I wanted you to happy even if it wasn't with me, and then eventually I started noticing how unhappy you were. I just thought you should know what type of person... he really is" he finishes.

Funny how I still don't. I mean he's a lair sure but how really evil is he? The more and more I thought about the more and more I began to regret not looking through his computer the way I should have.

A part of me also regret even calling him, I shouldn't have said anything to him. I should have left without a trace or a word, leaving him heartbroken the way I feel right now.

"I know I just said I didn't wanna know.... but what exactly was he hiding from me?" I ask earning a pause, as if he was taken back from my question.

Because literally thirty minutes ago I said I didn't want to know, but now...... I knew if I got onto that pain without an actual reason to leave, I'd eventually come back.