just one day

52.

Yoongi's POV

I paced back and forth in the waiting room of the hospital, running my hands throughout my hair.

This is all my fault. If the baby dies, it's my fault. She'll hate me. I'll hate me.

If I would've just let it go like she asked me, she  wouldn't be here. It's my fault. I stressed her out.

Coming home late drinking, and then now coming home late.

She has every reason not to trust me, fuck. I don't even trust me. I just want to protect her from finding out the truth. The truth will make her hate me. Hate everyone.

"Yoongi... just calm down" Jin pulls me out my thoughts, causing me to stop walking, looking at the members of F5.

"I-I can't" my voice cracked.
My heart pounded furiously, the thought of me losing my child, losing this girl who I am in love with... scared me.

"Working yourself up is only going to make things worst. Just breathe" Hoseok tells me.

Before I could say anything footsteps approached us quickly, causing me to turn around to see Emma, RM, and Jimin.

"What is he doing here?" Taehyung asks taking the words right out my mouth.

"We came as fast as we could" Emma says out of breathe.

"That wasn't what I asked. Why is Jimin here?" Taehyung asks. I couldn't careless if he was here or not, I needed to know that maya was okay. That the baby was fine.

"Because whether you guys like it or not, I am apart Maya's life. That baby is just important to me as it is to all of you" he says.

Important to who—
"What did you just say?" I asked anger in my voice, without any hesitation approaching him.

He looks at me emotionless, as if he wasn't fazed.

"Say it again. I dare you!" I raise my voice at him as Jin grabbed my arm.

"You're not the only person who cares about her and that child" He states boldly as if I wasn't angered to beat the shit out of him.

"That child your referring to is mine. My Child. She is my fiancé... and she is carrying an offspring of me!" I shout at him.

"Congratulations, not only did you manage to ruin her life, you'll finally have a daughter or son to mess up as well" He says.

That's it.

"Enough!" Emma says standing in between the the both of us. I breathed heavily trying to control my anger.

"aren't you guys tired of fighting over her?" She asks. I look at Jimin as he scolds me, "god. I'm so sick and tired of you guys acting like maya owes either of you anything" she starts.

"You! Your her fiancé... the father of her child what else more do you need for you to see that she choice you. That you already won, so you fighting for her... as if she's going anywhere... isn't necessary" she tells me.

She turns to Jimin, "and you. How much longer are you going to hold on that narrative of her picking you over him. Can't you see she loves him. Whether you decide to see it or not... it has and will always be him"

She sighs before looking around, "please just for tonight... for Maya's sake... let there be peace"

I sigh about to turn around when a familiar voice brings me out my thoughts.

"Where is she! Where is my daughter?" Andra, maya's mom asked storming into the hospital.

I turned to see my mother n law with tears and fear in her eyes. The thought of something happening to her only daughter worried her.