just one day

37.

I sat across the living room with sera sitting at a distance from me. I scolded her as she sat uncomfortable in the chair.

There should be no reason that she was here. So for what ever it is, it better be important.

I sighed, "you said you wanted to talk so talk" I tell her.

She exhaled deeply, she crosses her legs revealing her probably expensive heels.

"do you love him?"

My eyes jot to her seriously, "what?" I asked her. Was she seriously asking me that right now? Why did it even matter?

"Yoongi. Do you love him?"

His name, and the word "love" in a sentence coming out of her mouth angered me more.

" Regardless if I do or not, it doesn't concern you" I tell her shutting her question down.

"But he does. And regardless if you love him or not. The fact is I do"

She states the obvious as if I hadn't known.

"What's your point?" I asked in annoyance. Her presence bothered me, it was like god and all his might was stopping me jumping across this little table in the middle of living room and beating the shit out of her.

"My point is Yoongi is my life and has been since I could remember. I'm not asking you to let me have him, I'm asking you to understand how I feel" She says softly.

I laugh hysterically at her comment.
Let her have him?
How she feels?

I unfold my arms, sitting up probably, "understand how you feel?" I ask her and she nods softly, making eye contact.

"Before you... it was just me and Yoongi. Things weren't so complicated, and it was much easier for both him and I. And I know we have our differences but I'm not here to pick a fight or anything... I love him and I just want you to understand"

I nod at her response.

"Well, I want you to understand I don't give a fuck how you feel" I spat seriously causing her expression to change.

She breaks eye contact with me looking around to avoid it.

"You have a lot of nerve coming in here, acting as if you deserve any type of sympathy from me. I don't owe you shit" I pause.

"All this talk about differences when there is none. The truth is you hate me because you think I stole him away from you, when I'm reality, he wasn't yours to be kept. And I hate you because instead of moving on like a normal person would, your delusional, desperate, attention-seeking ass causes problems and has someone else clean up the mess for you" I finish seriously.

"Listen, Maya— I cut her off, "that's all I've been doing is listening, and frankly, the only thing that happens to come out your mouth is bullshit" I say standing up now.

"If you would just let me explain" she says as if that would help her some how.

"No need. If that's what you came here for, for me to understand? Show you sympathy? Well, I think you wasted your time here because I don't feel bad for you. In fact, you lost all my respect when you sent me into that storm" I say.

"I'll have Lee show you out" I say not giving her any chance to speak walking towards the open door, I notice her stand up.

I felt as if i heard her voice anymore that I'd some how snap and break her nose. And I'm sure she wouldn't want that, would she?

"Lee!" I shout his name looking for him.

"Maya, Wait"
I hear her footsteps follow behind me, I simply ignore her noticing one of the maids approach me.