just one day

54.

"no.. I need all of the furniture to be in my tomorrow morning! Because we are moving tonight!" Yoongi raises his voice on the phone as he was speaking to the moving company.

It's been a couple of days since I found out the truth from my mother, and instead of going off on Yoongi like I thought I would, I decided to wait.

But the more waited, the more I felt like exploding, with every kiss, every time he told he loved him. Every time he left the house, it took almost all of me not to pack my shit and burn this place down.

"He's at it again, isn't he?" The voice of Jhiyo asks me bringing me out my thoughts as I peeled my eyelids away from my book, I was pretending to read.

"Well, you know how important today is, so he'll probably be like that all day" I let her know.

Did I forget to mention, he was throwing his graduation party at his father office building. Exciting right? Everyone he knew... from school.. work... even meetings he had in China was invited.

Tonight was a special important event for him.

"Well... are you excited?" She asks sitting down near me.

"For him to finally graduate or us to finally move in together?" I force a smile before closing my book.

"Both"

"Honestly, I don't know. I'm scared, what if something happens and I don't want things to change" I asked her.

"Something like what?" She was way to nosy, and involved in her brothers relationship.

Something like me finding out the truth, something like me running away, something like me never coming back to country?

"Oh.. I don't know..  maybe it's just my nerves getting the best of me" I fake a smile.

"Well... I'm sure nothing will go wrong tonight" she tells me.

"Mhm" I say, she looks at me in confusion.

"Are you sure everything's okay?" She asks knowing something had to be up.

No. Your brother is a lair and I can't shake the feeling of me finding out the truth and hating him for it.

"Yeah"

she was about to say something when Yoongi enters the room.

"hey" he smiles approaching me, leaning down to kiss me when I stopped him to start a conversation.

"who was that?" I ask causing him to pull away, and sit near me, I watch a Jhiyo smiles at us, adoring the fact her brother and I were getting along so well, she decides to walk out the room.

Little did she know.

"That was the moving company. All of our things should be in the new house tomorrow morning, so tonight after the party, we could stay at a hotel if you want" he says caressing my thigh while making eye contact with me.

I nod softly, "is everything okay?" He asks me.

No. You're lying to me.
I know it. You know it.
hell, I think everyone else knows it too. Meaning I was the last one to figure out what exactly it was.

"Yes" I lie.

He sighs before getting off of the chair, kneeling down in front of me on his knees, causing me to look at him in confusion.

"Maya...." he trails off.

Oh no, here comes the big speech that was supposed to win me over and convince me he wasn't a lying piece of shit.

"I know things lately haven't been so good between us, I know you have a lot of questions and you probably are overthinking about us moving in together. But I promise you everything will be okay, after tonight... you don't have to worry about my mother or Sera... you only need to focus of us and what's important for our baby. I'm saying that it's okay, you can—" he cut him off almost immediately, "trust you?" I asked him seriously.

Called it. didn't I?

How dare he? Look me right in the eye and lie to me. I can't trust him. He's delusional if he thinks I will after all this.

"y-yes. And I know I haven't given you any reason to recently but I promise you everything will change after today, okay. I mean it, maya. Neither my mother or my ex, can stop me from loving you.. stop me from being with you. W-we can finally just focus on us and build our family" he says.

I force a slight smile. Reading right through his bullshit. Our? Our family?

Quite the expectation he has of us being happily ever after together, of us not being anything like both of our parents were.

My parents weren't even married for that long, they hated each other and only were together for and because of me. My dad is a shitty father and my mother is a gullible woman.

His parents were most likely only together because of money. I doubt sunhee even actually loved his father. His dad died handing him so many responsibilities, and his mother is a conniving old ass evil bitch.

But you wanna know what both of us parents had in common? They were never happy. And you wanna know what him and I have in common with our parents?

We were just like them.
And if he thought otherwise then he was delusional.

"I'm hungry" I say responding to his whole "you can trust me, I love you, everything will be okay" stupid ass speech.

He blinks at me in confusion watching as I got up from the chair. Was he expecting a different response, where I cried and kissed him for being so honest to me.

"are you not feeling well?" He asks me because of my slight attitude I had towards him.

I turn facing him, "I told you already I'm hungry" I let him know seriously.

He was about to say something when he got a phone call, saved by the bell. He groans softly before answering the call, allowing me to get away from him.

The further I was away from him the better I was able to think. To clear my head. I was past trying to convince myself that he was a good person, I wanted to find out exactly he was hiding.

I entered the kitchen looking for something to snack on. "Alright... I'll be there in a few" he says before hanging up the phone.

I pulled out a container of leftovers of the fridge as he approached the kitchen, "Jin needs my help with something, so I'm about to go but I'll see you tonight for the party?" He asks.

"Of course"

I force a fake smile, as he leans in the kiss my lips, he kisses me before caressing my cheek.

"I Love you"

Do you? Do you really?

"you better" I say causing him to smile before walking out the kitchen. I stood quietly waiting until I heard the front door open and close before pulling out my phone and dialing a number.

"you ready?"

"as ready as I can be" I answered honestly.

"You know you don't have to do this... you can just pretend you don't know he's hiding something, right?"

"Jimin... I'm tired of pretending. That's all I've been doing is pretending, tonight I'll find out the truth" I say softly.

"And then?" He asks as if they wasn't already obvious.

"and then I leave and go somewhere far.... far away from him and this stupid town" I let him know seriously.

"No. We"ll leave and go somewhere far... together..."