just one day

50.

It's been only a couple of days since I've found the safe in yoongi's office and was almost caught. Within those days, a lot happened.

For starters, Yoongi somehow convinced me and we went to Paris. Despite being in the city of love with someone I knew I shouldn't trust, I had a good time.

Pretending. As if I didn't know there was something he was hiding from me. Pretending as if I wasn't going to find out exactly what that was so as we arrived back in korea.

With graduation approaching, Yoongi has already bought new items for our house. Our.

You see that. It sounds nice when I don't think about the fact he is hiding something. And instead of trusting him like I tell myself I should or I respond when I ask him... I can't.

And if I could, I wouldn't want too. Despite being in love with him, carrying his child, engaged to him... I know me... I would know if he wasn't lying to me.

"Maya?" The voice ask bringing me out my thoughts, back to reality. I look up to see Jhiyo staring at me in confusion, I glanced down to realize the cup was overfilling with water.

Water that was now all over the kitchen floor.

"oh" was all I could say, trying to clean up the mess I made.

"Are you okay?" She asks me.
"I'm just a little tired" I lie to her, when the truth was ever since finding that safe, Ive been wanting to know what was inside of it.

I would become distracted, thinking of the worst. Hoping it wasn't a bad as Jimin made it out to be.

"your not sick, are you?" She asks approaching me quickly as I wipe the counter, she goes to touch my forehead when I pull away.

"No. Not sick. Just tired" I tell her slightly smiling to see how much she cared about me.

"Oh... I heard my brother must've drove you out of your mind last weekend in Paris"

"you have no idea" I slightly laugh.

"so I heard you guys are moving out after graduation" she continues the conversation from earlier.

"That's the plan" I say as she helps me clean the wet floor.

"I know... my brother may seem like an asshole, or a jerk.... but I think you changed him" she tells me.

Causing me to look up at her, "changed?"

She nods, "everyone knows how Yoongi used to be.. and then he met you... and you changed him. No one was ever able to make him happy. Expect... you. And to this day I still don't know how you did it... but I'm happy that you did. I'm happy that I'll get to have you as my sister n law, and the mother of my niece or nephew" she says confessing to me.

I slightly smiled at her confession, "I didn't change him, jhiyo. He changed himself. All I did was love him... which means Yoongi was never a bad person to began with. He was just hurt" I tell her.

"Hurt or not, I'm glad he you in his life. God knows how crazy he'd be if he was with lera"

"Sera" I correct her again.
"Whatever her name is" she smiles at me.

A second like that.. I forgot that she was probably in. In on the lie. She probably knew. What exactly her brother was capable of, and instead of telling me directly, she warned me instead.

Her words, repeating over and over again. From that night.

"You and my brother are different, y-you have to be. I don't want Yoongi to end up like me, miserable and with someone they don't love"