just one day

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I swallowed hard with my heart pounding looking continuously down at my hand that was now in being held by Yoongi. Apparently that happened to be the only way to stop me from crying.

Even after we got in the car I was still crying like a sensitive little bitch. It was weird when I thought about it, there were certain things I couldn't do but when I'm around him I could do.

After my confession I guess there was nothing else left to do but go with the flow, or whatever that meant. All I meant is I guess the awkwardness that was there before, doesn't need to be there anymore.

My eyes shift to his lips causing me to bit mine suddenly when I felt the need to kiss his.

A shame wasn't it? How sexually irritated I became with the span of like what? Thirty minutes?

I gulped when he looks at me causing me to look away to the window realizing we were at my job. Thank god... I needed to give myself some air to breathe...

I cleared my throat as we pulled into the carpool of the hospital, giving myself something else to think about. For example, what I was going to say to my team when they see me.

How was I going to explain my history and past here in Korea. What was I going to do when seeing Woo-jin, if I were to apologize for mistaking him as a friend and for slapping him.

How was I going to explain to Lee the reason I've abandoned by job. I was brought out my thoughts when I notice Yoongi pasting the entrance.

"Y-you can just drop me off in the front" I tell him causing him to slightly smile before finding a parking spot. I look at him in confusion as he backs into the parking spot which had a clear view of the front entrance.

He then put his car in park, he turns the key to shut off the engine causing me to look at him. I raise my brow as it looked like he was getting ready to actually get out the car, so I stopped him.

"What are you doing?" I ask him.

"Me? I'm taking my fiancé to work where I also have a meeting with her boss..." he trails off causing me to process what that meant. I thought he was dropping me off but instead he was doing that, but also going to a meeting with my boss.

He's an investor, why do I always forget that.

"Oh..." I trail off.

"Why are you embarrassed to be seen with me?" He asks before reaching his hand and placing hair that was in my face, behind my ear.

I froze at his sudden and unexpected movement and felt my cheeks get hot. I wasn't trying to make things awkward but he was making it so hard not too.

Embarrassed? No.
Confused a little? Yes.

"I'm not embarrassed. Its.... just.." I trail off looking down to my hand that was still in his. He notices and lets me go, "s-sorry.... It's earlier you were crying and I was driving and I wanted to combo.." I cut him off.

"It's okay." I tell him.

"I want you to know.. I meant it, Maya. About fixing us... our relationship, so things can go back to how they used to be between us." He says.

Where I didn't trust him?

"I don't want to go back to how things used to be." I spat causing him to look at me in confusion. He leans froward looking at me, "you said you love me.." I cut him off once again.

"I do." I pause trying to find the right words to say, so him and I didn't end up in another argument or something.

"If we're going to be in a relationship again... or try to be... I want it to be different from how we were years ago. In a relationship where we both kept secrets, snuck around and lied to each other." I tell him honestly finding myself having trouble at taking my eyes off of his lips.