Forever and Always

Chapter 17 - More Than Anything (SMUT WARNING)

For how badly injured he was, Levi was quickly mending himself. Every single doctor was thoroughly impressed with Levi's healing time. He could walk again after three days. He was almost entirely functional again in less than three weeks. Kenny had left before the week was out, and I got him all to myself once again. Levi was visibly less tense after his abusive asshole of an uncle had left. He insisted that he be let out of the hospital early, against the doctor's wishes.

"I'm fine. I can finish getting better at home," he told me when I had tried to argue with him about it.

Eventually, we were back in southern California, cuddled up in his bed in the apartment, trying to avoid the late July heat wave. He still had a bright pink cast on his left arm and and a strict medication schedule. He told me to pick the color of his cast and I chose neon pink, writing messages for him across every inch of it, much to his chagrin. The fact that he had to keep it on for six months absolutely mortified him.

"Eren?" Levi asked, kissing the top of my head.

"Hmm?" I glanced up at him through my eyelashes.

"I'm so sorry."

"For what?"

"I could have killed you," he whispered. "I should have listened to you."

"It's okay, Levi. You need to stop apologizing. If you thought that was gonna happen, you wouldn't have driven. How do your ribs feel?"

"Fine. I mean, they feel like ribs. I'm on so many painkillers, I don't even know what pain feels like anymore."

"Yeah, yeah," I chuckled into his neck.

"Do you, actually, wanna call Poppy and Isabel with me this week? We're face timing on Friday."

"Uh, sure," I answered instantly, though I was confused by Levi's request. "But I thought you did those by yourself."

"Poppy needs to meet her future step dad, and I'd rather her know you exist before we go out to Colorado."

"Yeah, of course. I can't wait to see her."

"I can't wait for you to meet her." Levi's grey eyes gleamed uncharacteristically. I couldn't help the smile spreading across my face as I looked at how excited he was.

Our lips met gently, but there were obvious sexual undertones in the way he slid his lips against mine. Things quickly heated up when Levi pulled my hair and tugged on my bottom lip with his teeth. I was shocked at how unprompted it all was, but I went along with it because it was the most action I had gotten in far too long.

"God, it's so hard, Eren. You have no idea how hard it is," Levi hissed against my mouth.

"Wha-what's hard?" I gasped as he rolled me onto my back, dragging his lips along my neck.

"Not being able to fuck you. We sleep in the same bed every night, and I can't fuck you because my body is all fucked up. And I can't even drink to forget about it, because I can't let you down again."

"You sound like a ball of pent up sexual frustration," I chuckled, trying to hide how turned on I already was.

"You have no idea how bad I want that ass of yours, Eren. It hurts so bad getting hard thinking about you and not being able to do anything with you. It hurts so bad when you have wet dreams and I can't pound you to tomorrow."

"Y-you know about those?" I panicked, wrapping my legs around his sharp hip bones. I could already feel him getting hard through his dark grey sweatpants.

"How could I not know about them? I don't sleep and we share a bed." His breath hitched as he dropped his hips onto mine. I squirmed around beneath him, trying not to get hard as well. "Fuck. I wish we could keep going. I need you, Eren. Blowjobs aren't gonna cut it. I need your body on mine. I need you wrapped around my dick." My mind was racing, trying to come up with a solution that would get us both off but didn't involve Levi getting his dick out.