In Too Deep

XV. Big Ole Freak

Jayden P.O.V.

I woke up in the middle of the night and Janae was laying on my arm. I tried to move it without waking her but I was stuck.

I sighed and looked down at her as she snored softly. I missed waking up to her. We laid like this for another 20 minutes before I finally decided it was time for me to get up. I pulled my arm away and her eyes flashed open. She saw me and sat up.

"What are you doing? Where are the twins?" she said looking around.

I stood up and headed for the door.

"So you don't hear me talking to you?" she said with an attitude.

"Shhhh. We fell asleep. I think they're in their room."

I walked over and turned her TV off.

"Goodnight, Nae." I looked over and she was already dozed off.

I chuckled as I walked out of the room closing the door behind me.

Janae P.O.V.

I woke up to my phone vibrating.

"Hello?" I said wiping my eyes.

"Bitch I know you not still sleep. I'm on my way!"

"Oh shit. I'm sorry. Okay I'm getting up." I said hanging up the phone.

I sighed and went to the bathroom and took a shower and did my hygiene things. I went to my suitcase and grabbed a white tee and some grey shorts. I finished it off with my white Balenciagas. My fit was so cute. I did my hair then grabbed my keys. I saw Kenya was already outside. I laughed as she rolled her eyes at me pointing at her watch.

We were in the nail salon getting our feet done. I needed this so bad.

"So wait. You got him in a room alone and laid in the same bed.. and didn't fuck?" she said looking at me shocked.

I busted out laughing. "Yes Kenya. Why is that so surprising?"

"Bitch it's been two years. I thought it was just that you don't wanna catch another body but now I don't know. You need some dick." she said looking at me.

"I actually don't. I've been doing just fine without it." I said taking a sip of my water.

"I don't see how you do it. If Bryce ever stopped giving it to me I would lose my mind." We both laughed.

"How are you and Bryce?" I asked.

"We good. Just taking it day by day."

"That's good."

"So who is this Adrian Bryce was telling me about?" she said looking me up and down.

"A friend."

"Mmm. A friend my ass."

"For real. But he wanna be more than that. I like us the way we are."

"Girl. He seems like a good man. He obviously likes you. What's the problem?"

"I'm not doing that to myself again. I can't put myself in a position to be hurt again."

"I hear you. So have you at least talked to Jay?"

"Umm.. A little. He said he did it for me. He had no choice." I told her everything that happened and she teared up.

"NaeNae he did the right thing. I know it hurt at the time but-"

"But nothing. His lifestyle is what put me in that situation. I was alone and scared that entire night. All I wanted was him. Then when I finally got him he just left me all alone again. I hate him for that. But I still love him. I didn't realize until today."