In Too Deep

Forty. All Hell Breaks Loose

"I don't know why I'm making this video because I don't owe anybody an explanation. Ima start this off by saying that I'm really starting to hate this social media. Going through my comments I see so much hate from people that's supposed to support me. Some of the things y'all saying is just crazy. But I just wanna use this to make sure y'all understand. I never sat up here and pretended my life is perfect. Whose life is? No life could be perfect now that Bryson is gone. I'm not gonna speak on that girl because there is nothing more to say about it. I will say this though. Nobody attacked her. My mother didn't attack her mother. We handled that situation the way we did and I can't really speak on it for legal matters since she wanna press charges. Ima just leave it there. Nobody attacked her. They were both fair fights no sneaking and no jumping. Moving on I wanna talk about my family that you all feel as though is your business. My brother is my brother. My sister is my sister. Whether my mom gave birth to them or not. Cameron and I were raised together and Jayda is my dad's daughter meaning she is my sister. I don't know what kind of lies and twists y'all think y'all know. They're my family. The twins are my blood cousins. Speak on what you know about. Ima just say this about Bryson. She disrespected him in the worst way. Our moms grew up together, his mom is my Aunt Ken. Bryson is my family regardless of the title. For her to come on here and try to make it seem like something it's not is so wrong. And for y'all to come on here harassing me makes it worse. I definitely wanna make something clear with y'all. My relationship is none of your business. All Ima say about that is I don't fake nothing with him. I love him and it was never about the social media. I was getting these "checks" before I got with my boyfriend. And these checks were never needed, they were just a bonus that came with something I like to do. I ain't no fraud and I keep everything a stack. This is my only time addressing this issue if anyone got a problem y'all can unfollow, unsubscribe, block. Do whatever you need to do. I appreciate the people who was mature about this. As for that girl, Ima just pray for her so hopefully she can get past whatever it is she's going through."

I ended the video and posted it just like that. It's no need for a edit. That's the truth and Ima stick to it.

I closed my laptop and sat back against the bed.

This is definitely not how I wanted to spend my vacation. But whatever.

I heard a knock on the door and it was Kim, Rah's mom.

"Hey sweetie." she said peeking her head in.

"Hey."

"How are you?"

"Ima be fine."

"I just came to check on you."

"Thanks."

"You wanna talk about it?"

"It's nothing to talk about really. I'm over it."

"Okay. Rah's worried about you. Y'all should talk soon."

"Okay."

"Can you tell my mom Ima stay here y'all can go to the fair. I'm not really feelin it."

"Okay I'll tell her." she said walking out the room closing the door.

I turned over in my bed cuddling in my blanket while watching Scandal.

About halfway through the episode, Rah walked in climbing on the bed next to me.

I got comfortable next to him. He didn't say anything neither did I. We just laid together watching TV for the rest of the night.