In Too Deep

nineteen..

Camille POV

I sat on the floor out of breath feeling my hot tears run down my cheeks.

"You got it out your system?" my dad asked helping me on my feet.

"What?"

"Mille I seen how you was fighting her. So we let y'all get it out your system because the next time we see any one of you taking your anger out on each other that's your ass. Understood?" he asked looking around at all of us.

He walked away slamming the door behind him.

Maya walked over to me with some tissue. "What was that about?"

"I don't know." I admitted.

I don't know why I did it. I was just pissed off about so much and something just made it seem like she was the reason for all of my pain.

I know she isn't though. In reality everything that's happening to me is my fault. My relationship, my bond with my cousins, everything that falls apart fell apart because I convinced myself I didn't need them.

I caught Micah's eye as he sat on the ground with a towel on his head staring at me.

He looked at me concerned before getting up following Chase, Drew, and Twan up the stairs.

"I'm fine, Maya." I said backing away from her trying to clean my face.

She looked at me before going upstairs leaving me down here alone.

I sighed sitting with my back against the wall. I had to get myself together. There was something so much bigger than just me going on and I won't survive this pushing everyone away.

I got up to leave and I stood shocked in the doorway when I walked in on Uncle Dash and Aunt Jayda down each other's throats.

Were they back together? There's no way. Maya would have told me.

Aunt Jayda jumped when she noticed me.

"Camille."

"It's not my business." I said walking upstairs past them.

I went straight to Londyn's room to apologize.

I knocked and I heard Aniya's faint laughing.

"Let's see who's at the door Boogie." I heard Londyn's voice walking toward the door.

She opened it with nothing but a towel and her wet curls hanging over her shoulders. We made eye contact and her smile dropped.

"Hi Milly." Aniya said reaching out for me and I hesitantly took her not even sure if Londyn would give her to me.

"Can we talk?" I asked.

"Nope." Londyn said slamming the door in my face.

I sighed opening the door and walking in.

"Um get out." she said mugging.

"Londyn it's my bad. I swear I didn't mean to do that to you. I was just really mad about so much I took my anger out on the wrong person."

She stood there staring at me while sipping from her water bottle.

"What was even wrong with you?"

"I miss Micah." I admitted sitting on the floor.

She looked at me funny before turning to go get some clothes. "Why did y'all break up anyway?"

"Ever since that day y'all two got into it he started distancing himself and then just said we shouldn't be together."

"So you wanted to fight me because you think I broke y'all up?" she asked turning around.