Camden's POV
" no love it was all not a lie, you can not look at like through a small glass telescope; if you did you would miss the beauty within the regions that glass scope does not cover."
I let out a sigh, Riley beautiful face is full of sadness. I didn't want to break this news to her in one day, hell I didn't want to do this to her at all how could I want to break my charm's heart.
"But damon is not my brother... he is just a boy I grew up with .." she let out a silent sob.
Reaching over placing my hand on her back i Began to rub soft slowly circles, when she doesn't respond to my gesture I lightly grab her face and turn her so I see her beautiful emerald eyes that now are surrounded by a bloodshot lining.
" my dearest love, don't know you that he is still your brother; Blood is not want makes a family love is. You love damon don't you? You wish him to be near you? You wish him love and happiness? You wish him protection? You have spent years loving him as a brother, years calling him brother. Riley do not let blood results take away what years have built."
Riley lifts her head slightly so she is looking at me, I see the hope reappear in her eyes. The light that was just a moment ago not there has return, perhaps I am not helpless at all and my little bunny mood was lighted by my words; I just hope that one day I will always be the reason light shine in her world. I stare back and bring a smile to my face. Before I know it her lips are on mine, are lips are tangled into a battle the most intimate one I have yet experienced. My mind is telling me I should stop and let my little bunny relax, she is tired and I know she has a lot on her mind; but my hear my body have been craving her touch since the moment she hit the age where mating was possible. She leans back and my shirt tightly gripped in both of her small fist. Any hope I had of giving up this war is long over now that her long creaky legs have me tangled in her web and desire. My mind is swimming with the overwhelming fact that she want me, it's me she desires. I pepper light kiss from her ear down to her shoulder where her mark is. I lay a light kiss to her mark, her mark that makes official that she is mine; she belongs to me.
The way a mark is fully bonded is the first place kiss of intimacy that is placed amongst the kiss. The heart of the person with the mark must desire the kiss that is being placed on the mark or the initiation of the bond will not be enforced.
The mark now lights a gold trim lining the shape of the mark, showing that the bond had officially been initiated. Riley let's out a lough gasp followed by a moan, her hands find the mark on her shoulder and she lightly pushing me off with the other hand.
" what .. what was that, why is my mark lighted gold? Why.. why does it tingle? It feels .... it feels so ... good" she let's out another moan.
" you accepted me, you desired me, when I kissed your mark... it read your heart. Riley your heart, your heart desired me the initiation of the mark is complete. The next step to combining our souls completely is mating. "
" mating ... as in ... as in sex... you want me to have sex with you... the kiss was one thing I don't know what came over me ... I felt something I don't know but you want me to have sex with the person who kidnapped me so he could kill me !! And kill me at that to cover up his loose ends .. you must be out of your damn mind!"
Out of my damn mind? This woman is throwing me mixed signals just a minute ago I could of swear she was going to RIP my dick out of my pants and not because I merely mention making love she hates me? Perhaps its because she is a virgin?
" love, I know that this is your first time. I know that it can be scary. I will wait for you to be ready, I am by no means pressuring you to make love with me bunny. Everything that we will do it purely consensual."
" first time? No this is not my fist time that is not the problem here Camden. Leo took my first time, I am not worried about my virginity.... I am not having sex with my kidnapper you took me against my will. This has never been consensual!"
What the FUCK did she just say....
"What the HELL DO YOU MEAN LEO TOOK THAT RILEY?"
"I had sex with leo, he was my first. Why the fuck does it matter Camden? Why do you care? Is this apart of your fucked up plan was to kidnap me, steal me and then kill me?? "
I am seeing red nothing but pure red.
"WHY DO I CARE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING RILEY. DID YOU NOT JUST LISTEN TO WHAT I TOLD YOU? DID YOU NOT JUST HEAR THAT I TOLF YOU WE WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER. I AM YOURS JUST AS YOU ARE MINE... well supposed to be."
I am so angry but I am trying to understand I am trying to be calm... for her.
"OH SO I AM SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE THAT YOU HAVE NEVER HEAD SEX WITH ANYONE ELSE. LOOK AT THIS PLACE CRAWLING WITH WOMEN YOU HAVE NEVER HAD SEX WITH THEM?? YEAH HIGHLY UNLIKELY!"
" no Riley I have not, I have WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE FOR YOU! FOR YOU RILEY! MEANINGLESS SEX MEANS NOTHING IF NOT SHARED WITH THE ONE PERSON WHO IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE THINGS SPECIAL.." I pause for a minute to catch my breath and calm down ...
" Riley, these Mark's we bare on our bodies may have always been a simple mark to you; but this mark to me represents a life time of love, faith, loyalty. I would have waited a decade or my whole lifetime. I would have died in my grave before I gave another person what was only supposed to give to you. I am trying hard to understand and come to terms with the fact that you were not raised in our world. You do not know the sacred meaning of a charmed or a life mate. Riley I have waited years so many years to wait till you were ready, I have tried love and faith, I have tried gentleness and kindness. I may have come across wrong but I have never ... I mean never had intentions on killing you, I only wanted to love you.. Riley loving you was the only chance I had at happiness, you are the only chance I had at being anything but a monster."
My head is spinning and if I want to contain my beasts I must leave this room I need to go; I need to run to keep my beast at bay, before I become the monster everyone sees. I make my exits towards the door and right as I am about to close the door behind me I hear her small voice whisper:
" Cam I'm sorry"
YOU ARE READING
Chasing Memories
Werewolf*I walk past him and head to the door before I take another step I hear him say. " she been drinking homie" "And how exactly do you know this ?" " I fucked her drunk last night bro." And once I heard his vulgar sentences, in an instant I had him...
