Riley's pov
( taking place before Riley calls our Alaric's name since her panic attack induced coma.)
I been chanting his name in my head for what seems like ages. My throat is dry, the words seem to crumble as soon as they make it there. My words are a Liquid substance my body producing in desperation for the one thing it needs, Alaric.
Lenard whoever he may be, what ever true underlying plan he has its working. It's crazy how much power on since entity can have over the human body; how one person can restrict function with just the slightest words. I used to be Naive and believe that I chose my destiny, I created the options I have... only now am i seeing how foolish that is; how innocent my mind was.
Lenard has stolen any life that resides in me since my childhood. I used to fear the monster with black eyes and a hood face, the fear used to paralyze me as it has now. My body trapped in a lifeless state yet my heart still beat, my lungs filled with oxygen; only my mind trapped in a mental dungeon.
Happiness such a funny word, years it felt as thought it was a empty slot; an endless void never to be filled. I didn't have any, our world never collided not until .... Alaric. Love, lust, longing essentials of each of those virtues. I don't know how, I don't know why... I can be in love with one man, who's body is shared with two.... it's impossible, fairytale... different virtually, almost as if it was a metaphor for loving one single man, but one side, the good nurturing side.
Something about him, tells my body that I am safe. He compares to the safe feeling you get when a light shines in a dark undiscovered room. The sigh of relief when you hear that a love one will be okay. The breathe of oxygen your body craves when you are caught in a house full of smoke and no ventilation.
Alaric
I need you to save me.
I need you like a broken heart needs a home.
Alaric
A electrifying sensation his my shoulder, it's not one you find if you were shocked. It as if a generated code was programmed into my body, to calm me. A code that tells my body to reboot, restart, reawaken.
My eyes flicker, the light strikes me first. It's bright almost painful but somehow it's reassuring. A figure, a dark shadow looms beside me. My fingers try to touch it, however I can't pick them up. The figure is not facing me, his dark back gripping something. I can feel the grip with my own hands, the raw anger as if I'm the one who possesses this feeling. My confusion hits me like a train, why am I feeling this way? Why has an unknown anger consumed my body ?
The figure is steading, his outline clearing. My eyes adjusting to the new environment.
Alaric
It's my Alaric
"Alaric"
The figure body spins, and those eyes.
Mine instantly meet them.
As if a switch were flipped, so had my emotions now feeling a double since a pure ecstasy.
The feeling isn't one of very much time consumption as it dies off soon. All with two words, two words was all it took for my body to be hit with a wave of desperation.
"Hail Lenard "
The two words, they restore a scenario I had once just had.... one were Damon
my only brother instructed me on how to save his life. My eyes trail back to the ones I grown to love. Studying them so that when my time comes... when I take the end solution, my brother punishment I will never forget them.
Although those very eyes held confusion, I did not... I know what I have to do, I just hope one day Alaric will forgive me.
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