Hello lovies!! Sorry about the wait! They found a spot on my father lungs they think is cancer. It's been hard to manage both, but I promise not to forget about you guys ❤
R I L E Y
It has been three days since I last seen Camden, my heart breaks every night. My mind repetitively tells me that I am not In love with this man, that this bond that is printed on my shoulder and forced through my veins are the reason my heart feels as of it is shattering by the single thought that he does not want me.
I can not fathom why I care, why do I care about a man who has kidnapped me and drug me to another continent, or country or whatever the fuck I am at. The point is that this man took me from my home, granted I never had a "good" life, my mother abused me and her boyfriends well ... the did everything they could but penetrate me .. the old memories now bring tears to my eyes.
My whole life I have been beaten, abused and tortured by the hands of my mother and her men. Too many times I have been hurt and beat and told " do not bite the hands that feed you" well fuck that, fuck this. This is the last damn time I let ANY man, woman or damit mutt run me over and out of my own mind.
Camden is mad that I fucked someone else well guess what, I'm tired of crying over my past my own choices! Fuck him too, he doesn't own me! I do not give a fiddlers fuck that I was "created specifically for him" I DID NOT KNOW THAT! HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT THE FUCKING CREATURES IN TWILIGHT ARE REAL !! He does not want me beacuse I'm not a virgin well fucking news flash MOST OF THE BITCHES IN THE DAMN WORLD ARE NKT VIRGINS!.
My mind has not taken over my body, although It still feels like I can feel every inch that my heart breaks, my body has now over come with a rage that repels any over baring since of hurt my heart can produce.
I will confront this asshat if it's the last thing I do. Swinging my legs across the edge of the bed my bare feet his the floor. Springing myself up from the bed I padd across the room into the bathroom.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I resite what I am going to say to him. I want to see myself as I speak my words just to viusually see my facial expressions, I want to seem ferice and confident.
Glancing back one more time in the mirror just for good luck. I didn't bother to change out of my light baby soft green silk night gown that falls just inches above my knees. I grab the handle of the door and slight turn it, of these people have good hearing I want to be as quiet as possible, I don't need one of them hearing me and fucking eating me like a "little bunny" before I get to show then that I am a fierce tiger. Hell I actually prefer them not to eat me at all.
Once I open the door and check to see if the coast is clear I make my way down the steps. Realization only hits me now that I do not know where the fuck I am going or how to actually get anywhere around here, damn I wish they had a wall map up, preferable the ones at the zoo that say "you are here" yeah that would be nice.
I glance behind my shoulder just to make sure I am not being follow, when i come face planting into a hard yet squishy wall. Looking back slowly as possible, know that I just royally fucked up. Yep just as I predicted, my face has motor boated a tattooed chest, a very sexy one at that.
Looking up I see a bright blue eyed man with long blonde locks tied into a loose bun. He is smiling showing his perfect white teeth.
" hello beautiful, what might you be doing out here."
" oh you know, maidly duties, just cleaning and delivering... dinner."
He chucking now
" maidly dinners.... hmmmm.. that's cute, considering this" his finger lightly grab the middle of my gown by my side.
" well it's not maid attire, however I would very much like it too be if the maids looked like you.... hoooowever the maids here often tend to be wrinkly, and tamed with grey hair. Not something I would like dancing around my room in suck beautiful silk. "
Shit shit shit of freaking course the maids here were elderly... fucking face palm.
" well you see that is the true, but as you can see I am human, so they took me in and brought me here to be a maid as punishment for stealing."
Sounds good right ! Damn I am smooth.
" stealing.... stealing what exactly? .... perhaps the kings heart?"
This is where you insert me spewing water out my mouth if I had some. How the hell did he know who brought me here.
" confused, well love that nice little gold swirled mark on your shoulder says " hey this right here ( he does hand motion from his head to his his feet) belong to the king."
He let's out a soft chuckle
" now babe what is it you are really doing ? Perhaps I can help stir that pot of trouble. You know I just love pushing the almighty powerful Camden's buttons. ". He is the last part in a deep sarcastic playful tone.
" I need to see him."
He hold out his hand as he gestures with his eyes for me to take it.
" right this way my queen, and I shall lead you into the kingdom of sir grumpy. "
I like this kid I don't know him but I like him.
" the name is deatric and you my lady have arrived."
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Chasing Memories
Werewolf*I walk past him and head to the door before I take another step I hear him say. " she been drinking homie" "And how exactly do you know this ?" " I fucked her drunk last night bro." And once I heard his vulgar sentences, in an instant I had him...
