You? Again? | M&M G. (✔️)

Chapter 26

P.O.V. Layla

I clearly still love him.

But why? Why him?

Lunch time

I was eating with Madison waiting for the boys when i saw Martinus coming in my direction.

-Can we talk? - he asked nervous.

-Right now?

-Yeah. - i looked at Mads and she nodded.

-Okay. - i said getting up. We went outside and sat on a bench. 

-You will talk with Marcus today, right?

-Yeah. - i said coldly looking at Aria's crew aka the bitches.

-Please let him speak. Layla, if you don't want to trust him, trust me, okay?

-Whatever... Martinus you don't know how i felt and i anyway will be influenced by what i saw. I will listen to him but i won't promise you that it will be like before.

-I just want you to listen and let him explain.

-Sure. - i said and after that we changed our subject.

After class

I was at my locker when Marcus came.

-Well uhm hey.

-Hi. - i answered.

Silence.

We arrived at my house and went to my room without a word.

-Go ahead. - i finally said sitting on my bed. He sat besides me and took a deep breath.

-I'm really sorry for what i did. I didn't even remembered it and i don't know what happened from the moment i went in this room i swear. You didn't deserved it... - he said with his voice breaking down.

-Look, i really don't want to talk with you now, but I'm doing it. For once i thought that something like this would work out.

-I'm sorry, it's my fault, i ruined everything. This time it was different please trust me. - he slighly touched my hand and looked at me. -I really changed, i see it by myself. You made me change, for a better me. I just want you to give me a second chance but i guess you won't... 

-I can give you a second chance but don't expect it to be like before.

-I understand. I promise you i'll do my best.

After such a long silence i decided to speak.

-Can you go now? I want to be alone... 

-Sure. I'm sorry. - he said and left my room.

-Me too.

I decided to listen to some music.

"I hate u, i love u, i hate that i love u, don't want to... "

Wednesday

I went to school and found my friends

They all seem so happy.

I'm still hurt.

I can't stop thinking about him.

Yesterday we talked a little, he wanted to kiss me but i pushed him away. I always remember what happened in this room and whenever he gets close i just feel bad and useless.

We had a little fight.

When i pushed him away he asked me why i did it.

I mean, you should know.