𝐖𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒 Δ jachary

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jack walked through the living room from one place to another, hoping to meet zach but the boy avoided him all the time.

jack wanted to go to his room and apologize again, however, he knew that zach was still angry and something told him to bother him more only will make zach hate him more.

jack took a deep shaky breath, scratched his forehead in frustration, he didn't know what the hell to do to believe him.

he felt horrible. yesterday he could not sleep because he couldn't stop thinking about all this, about him. he knew that zach being angry could last a long time. zach could even ignore him for months and jack wouldn't stand that.

he needed zach in his life somehow.

jacks knew that things happened very fast that his relationship with zach was unexpected and fast. but when he started to love him, he couldn't stop it.

someone pecked his shoulder, jack turned around and found gabbie biting her lower lip with a nervous face. jack's eyebrows frowned and he clenched his fists.

jack was going to turn around and move away but gabbie's hand prevented him. "wait, jack."

jack turned to look at her feeling even more pissed off. "how the fuck did you get in here?"screamed jack frustrated.

gabbie stepped back feeling frightened. "i just... i'm sorry."

"that doesn't help me."

"if it's any consolation, it didn't work. val doesn't care about us, about me anymore."

"i don't give a damn fuck, gabbie." jack said breathing heavily. he needed to calm down. "just go gabbie, because all you do is fuck with my life. we're not friends anymore. and for god's shake stop spoiling my relationship with zach."

"no, wait, jack." gabbie murmured with watery eyes and shaking her head. "i'm sorry, i really am, i never wanted to hurt zach, i like him, i think he's a great guy, i even told him what i felt for you and that i would fight to get you back."

those words made jack clench his fists and grind his teeth.

what the hell is wrong with gabbie? what the fuck why the hell did he say something like that to zach? wondered jack.

"why did you do what?" jack asked with his jaw clenched, breathing deeply so he wouldn't scream, so he wouldn't shake her.

he felt anger running through his veins, helplessness because jack knew that it caused a wound.

now he understood why zach had been like this lately, he could understand his anger and insecurity towards jack's feelings towards him.

a memory comes to his mind, on the day of his parents' dinner he told him with tears in his eyes to ask gabbie what was happening, of course she denied knowing what he meant.

jack watched as gabbie swallowed nervously, her gaze looked lost, jack didn't think she could understand the damage she did by acting that way, he couldn't even understand why the hell it happened to her that it was okay to do this to zach.

"one day i told him that i would fight for you because i had realized that i loved you and wanted to get back to you. i told him about val, i did it because i thought that if i was sincere, i wouldn't think badly of myself." gabbie muttered.