𝐖𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒 Δ jachary

cuarenta y ocho

yesterday i witnessed how that idiot approached zach to give him a fucking kiss on the cheek and i couldn't be more angry, jack thought.

mark was almost on top of him, grabbing his shoulders and smiling at him as if they were a great friend or something else. jack didn't even know why they knew, but he didn't like mark spending time with zach.

he was so fucking jealous.

so there was jack watching the conversation between emma, ​​jonah, zach and asshole mark from a distance. they were on the terrace laughing and joking as if that wasn't breaking the curly haired boy's heart.

"breathe, you look like a lunatic." corbyn's words only got him more furious. "really, you need to calm down."

mark went for something in the kitchen and when he returned emma moved to leave him a place next to zach. jack bit his lip so hard that he had  now a small wound. lately he couldn't stand emma because she was dedicated to preventing zach from approaching jack.

jack knew she was only doing it to protect zach, so jack wouldn't hurt him again. but it still bothered him. a lot.

zach smiled at the boy. jack was saddened by the situation because it was obvious that mak liked zach, and zach said he wanted to be alone.

although maybe he just said it to give me excuses because he doesn't want to be with me anymore and he doesn't know how to tell me? jack wondered feeling destroyed.

that thought made him sink his shoulders and hide his head in his arms. it was hurting  him a lot to witness that scene, even though nothing was happening but a friendly encounter.

the anger combined with sadness, jack didn't know what he had to do to make zach realize that he was just in love with him.

it was very difficult for him to approach zach now, how could he show him his feelings if zach did nothing but move away from him?

jack knew that this was all because he couldn't tell before he felt about zach, and now that he was sure that he loved him, zach didn't want him close.

what am i supposed to do?

jack saw him laugh and felt his heart squeeze into his chest. did he feel this when he saw me kissing gabbie? was it worse?

jack could barely stand that, he didn't want to imagine how painful it would be to see someone else kissing him, someone else approaching him and hugging him to whisper in his ear how handsome he looked that day. jack wanted to be the one who made him laugh, he would like to be the one sitting next to him right now, leaning down to smell his cologne and kissing his neck to make him nervous.

the lump in his throat grew as the seconds passed and zach didn't even look at him, he didn't realize that jack couldn't stop watching him, he wasn't even aware of the presence of the curly-haired boy in his living room.

jack once felt bad, when gabbie loved val and stepped aside, however, he never felt like what he was feeling when he saw zach always trying  to get away from him.

"what can i do, corbs?" asked the curly-haired boy. "he doesn't listen to me."

"then don't tell him, look for another way." the blonde boy replied smiling at him.