Flower boy-sope

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He would be lying if he said he hadn't fallen for yoongi. He knew the older had been avoiding him. He had been avoiding him too. But the longer he avoided him the more his heart ached . The more every person in a crowd suddenly looked like him . Everything he did some how reminded him of the person he knew he couldn't have . Yet he couldn't stop . He wanted to say it . Even if the three words choked him . Even if his heart hated him but at the same time. He wanted his friend
back
   he wished he could leave his heart of this so it didnt hurt. But thats not how he was wired . He  soon found himself walking in the direction of yoongi's apartment.. he needed his friend

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Numb was how yoongi had felt . He had decided to go visit his father after Jackson had talked his ears off.  Nothing had changed intact yoongi being an adult only  made the hungry look in his fathers eyes more prominent .  He constantly spewed venom and hate full words towards his son and yoongi had found himself stuck in place while had been there unable to move unable to fight back . He shouldn't have had gone alone. 

The tears spilled out of his eyes his as he sat in the tub full of water .. he didn't wanna say goodbye. But he couldn't hold on. He didn't want too . The lump in his throat got bigger as his tears increased  the bottle of pills opened .
He swallowed  one

And another
And another
And another
And before he knew it the bottle was empty . He closed his eyes and allowed his head to go under the water

Forgive me ..

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Hoseok had gotten to yoongi's building quicker than he had anticipated not that he minded.  He made his way upstairs and soon stood in-front of of the familiar door . He knocked .

No answer

He knocked again . The sound of water running had caught his ears and normally he wouldn't panic.  But something in his mind told him to panic . 

He knocked harder pushing his body against the door hoping it would open. It didn't .

His heart picked up
He remembered seeing jin pick up a key from under a mat .. why he knew that .. he didnt wanna know.
He went under the mat finding the silver key and proceeded to open the door to the apartment. Not caring if he left the apartment door wide open .

The sound of water filling the tub again . Maybe hes just overreacting..
He walked to the bathroom door not expecting it to be open .. but it was .   His breathing caught in his throat and his eyes filled with tears .

" YOONGI!" He ran over to the bath tub pulling the boy out . He had had began to pump at the boys chest hoping it would work  then he spotted it. The empty pill bottle beside the tub.
He stuck to fingers down the boys throat hoping he could get him to throw it up .. no use.  Sobs began to sound around the house .
He called the ambulance. And he called namjoon and jimin.  

" What did you do yoongi. What the fuck did you do" hoseok continued to pump the boys chest  he felt for a pulse . It was faint.  So why wasn't he waking up. He should be waking up  hoseok tears had spilled out more

" WHERE IS HE !" Namjoon had run to the bathroom along side jimin stopping when they saw hoseok in tears while pumping yoongis chest

" HELP ME ! .. help me .. please" he cried.
Yoongi had finally coughed up the water but he didnt wake up.
" h-he-he s-swallowed th-the  whole t-thing". Hoseok continued to let out strangled sobs as he clutched yoongi close to him with namjoon and jimin right at his side