Tokyo Ghoul one shots

What are you? (Urie x Mutsuki) -Part 2

It is a Friday morning, and Mutsuki lays down on their bed in their room, contemplating.

'What am I to you Urie? Just a teammate?' Mutsuki shakes their head trying to snap the thoughts away. 'What's wrong with me? I'm so disgusting...but...' Then, Mutsuki thinks about Urie talking with them, how much he cared about them.

'No, no, no! Tooru, what's wrong with you? First it was Haise Sasaki, and now this?!' Mutsuki felt scared, and so alone. But a familiar voice plays in their head.

"Sssh, Mutsuki, it's alright. We're all here for you. Just because Sasaki isn't, doesn't mean the same with us." Mutsuki calms down. They speak to themselves.

"Yeah...yeah! They're all here. Not just Urie..." They sigh and continue. "But still..." They face the mirror playing with their still longer hair. Mutsuki wanted Urie to look at them, but still was facing their personal scars.

Mutsuki suddenly has this urge to wear something girly. A dress perhaps? They run toward their closet, only to find one dress. The one worn during the hunt for Nutcracker. It was sort of bland, but it should work.

Mutsuki slowly takes off their clothing and slowly puts on the dress. Mutsuki decided not to wear the sweater that came with it. They just wanted to explore.

Everyone was out of the house, so Mutsuki wanted to walk around and get comfortable. Soon she made it to living room, so spacious it was.

'Urie...would you end up with another woman...or man? Would you really end up like Sensei...? It's your choice, so I...won't bother asking.' How did Mutsuki end up falling for Urie? When did it happen? Why did it happen?

Urie was strong and still is, but he was still such a softie when it came to Mutsuki. Urie is willing to accept Mutsuki, and yet...Mutsuki felt something. She had hoped it was true.

Mutsuki began dancing and twirling in comfort, imagining her group leader dancing with.

Arms flying, the world spinning, hair acting crazy. 'Hold me...Kuki...'

But as she is dancing, without her noticing, the front door opened. It was Urie. He stands there silently, in great amounts of confusion. He finally calls out the dancing female.

"Uh...Mutsuki?" Mutsuki turns to see the bewildered male, and blushes immensely.

"How...how long were you standing there?!" She quickly rushes to the nearest blanket. Thanks Saiko for leaving it there. She covers her body with it.

"Oh dear God...! I..." She cries a few tears. "I'm so sorry..." Urie goes up to her in silence. "...Why are you apologizing? I was the one that walked in!"

Mutsuki sighs. "It's not just that...I...am too nervous to wear a dress around any of you." "Of course you are! You're going through a gender crisis! You are not to blame!" Urie gets a little closer. "May I place my hand on your shoulder?" Tooru quickly nods. Tooru was excited, but still cautious.

Urie gently places his hand onto Mutsuki's shoulder, and she feels a rush of a lot of things. Happiness, fear, excitement, and sorrow. She lets out a loud gasp, and Urie flinches his hand away.

"S-Sorry! I just wanted to comfort you! So sorry...!" There was a pause. "Try doing it again...maybe it'll help..." Suggested Mutsuki. Urie hesitates. "You sure...? Wouldn't you feel very...uncomfortable?" Mutsuki shakes their head.

"No...it wasn't that. Please place your hand again, I feel like I could brake into pieces if you don't." And so he obliges. Though it does feel pretty awkward. Urie felt his chest tighten at the touch.