Forever and Always-Reddie

Eddie-24

Will looks so soft.
⚠️Thoughts of starving and slurs⚠️
I put Richie's hoodie on and I cuddle into Richie.
"Eddie, it's okay! At least it isn't from someone else." Will states.
"I know you guys were going to make a big deal. I'm sorry."
"No, Baby, don't be sorry." Richie explains.
"Eddie, don't be sorry. Let's talk about something else." Max explains.
"Let's eat the snacks that we all brought, maybe we can get to know Sadie." El suggests. Everyone agrees besides me.
*flashback*
"Mrs.Kaspbrak your son is 88.7 pounds."
"Eddie you need to lose some weight, you'll be unhealthy. It's from all the sweets your eating."
"Mommy, I'm not fat."
"Yes, you are. It's because your eating all those sweets with Richard, along with being a fag."
*flashback over*
Maybe I am fat. I am going to not eat.
"Eds did you bring any snacks?" Richie asks.
"No, I'm not that hungry." I say, laying my head on Richie.
"Can I talk to you?" Richie asks. He pulls me aside. I burst into tears and hug him.
"I'm sorry, Chee. It's just that I went to the doctor with my Mom and I'm 88.7 pounds and she convinced that I'm fat."
"Eddie, you're the most perfect human being ever. You aren't fat, you're perfect. Please eat something for me. When's the last time you ate?"
"4 days ago." I mutter.
"Eddie! Have my popcorn, take all my snacks I don't care!"
I start to tear up.
"No, then I'll be fat."
"Eds, please. Ask Bill for an apple, please just eat." Richie says.
"Okay, I'm sorry."
He squeezes my hand, Bill hands me an apple and I start to eat it. All the things my Mom says runs through my head.
"Eddie, are you okay?" Lucas asks.
"Actually no. I gotta tell you guys something."