Without Me ~ 𝘾𝙕𝙆 ~

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"Man I fucking called this bullshit." You scoffed at the boy on your front porch. "Z, why the fuck are you here?"

"Baby I need you. I haven't slept in weeks. You were right, I couldn't live without you and I don't want to." He pleaded.

"Boy, you're out of second chances. The only person you have ever cared about is yourself."

"Please I'm begging you, take me back. I promise I won't do it again. Please." He begged.

"Do you know how stupid that sounds? We have done this same cycle for years. I'm sick of it, we weren't meant to be together. I'm not enough for you. Nothing is ever enough to please you, so what you just go and cheat like I'm going to stand here allowing it. I don't want to live my life like that, Z."

We were both in tears. But you couldn't let the fact that he looked like complete garbage distract me from what he did.

"I know you miss me like I miss you. There's a reason we were together."

"Ya the reason was for you to learn what love feels like. I was just an experiment to you." You snarled.

"Y/N, I will do anything to earn back your trust. ANYTHING." He said.

"I want you to do is get help." You said about tired of looking at this boy's face.

"Please, you are all I have left. I did all of it for you. Everything I ever did was for you." He said with tears streaming down his face.

"You are such a fucking liar. Why can't you see that? Nothing you ever fucking did was for me. I almost went to jail for you. Do you realize how much time I spent up waiting for you to come home every single damn night? No, you don't cause you were never around to see it. You may not have physically abused me but you have my mind fucked up. I stopped having communication with the outside world to take care of a man who couldn't take care of me. And did you ever ask me if I was ok? Nope, not once did you ever think about my feelings."

At this point you were past pissed. You were kicking, screaming and hysterically crying.

"You know you would do the entire world a favor if you just left me alone."

"I'm sorry Y/N." He said with his head down and eyes full of sorrow.

"Me too Zion, me too." You said closing the door.

Thinking you could live without me. But you couldn't.

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