Not Actually A Bad Guy

Chapter 28

''Ashton what am I gonna do?''

''Do you really like him?'' Ashton asked back. Of course he knew Luke liked Calum. Really. That was how Luke loved. Once loved someone he doesn't let it go until he regret loving those people. That's just how it's always been. And there's this thing that Luke was always so shy about his love life. If he was saying or confessing which one you like to call to Ashton, he must've felt this really strong or was really desperate for some advice.

''Well, I get that stupid feeling which makes my heart feel warm when I look into his chocolate brown eyes, I always feel safe around him like did you know he stopped Blake and her friend from hurting me again and I don't like thinking this but I think he broke Blake's hand just because she made my hand bleed yesterday. And I... yeah if that's what you call liking someone I think I do.'' Ashton stopped for a minute. Blake made Luke's hand bleed? He quickly pulled Luke's bandaged hand and rubbed it.

''Why didn't you tell me? I'm going to break that little bitch's other hand if she ever touches you again.'' Luke smiled a little because of the thought that he has friends that cares about him and ready to hurt someone just to make him feel and keep safe.

''That's not the point.'' Luke said while pulling his hand back. Ashton looked at Luke smiling. He didn't know this. He didn't know Calum would to such a thing like that. That meant Calum cared about Luke more than Ashton thought because the the exact thing Ashton would do if he saw Luke's hand. Ashton was feeling closer and closer to Calum day by day. He was starting to trust him about Luke. Maybe it won't be that bad Luke dating Calum. Ashton thought. Then something stopped him. He slowly looked up to face with Luke again.

''Do you know if he likes you back or at least gay?'' He asked hoping he would say yes. But only shook his head as no. Ashton sighed.

''Well we need to figure that out first. But for now try not to show your feeling for him when you're around him.'' Luke nodded and smiled.

''You know I love you right?'' Luke asked while smiling stupidly at Ashton. That caused Ashton to giggle.

''I thought you liked Calum. You bitch.'' He joked.

''What can I say I'm a slut.'' Luke joked back bringing the happy mode back.

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Ashton and Luke were walking out of the school when Luke saw Calum walking to his car. Luke glared at Ashton and smiled.

''Can I?'' he asked motioning Calum. Ashton nodded. Before Luke started to walk away he pulled Luke into a hug.

''Just please keep your hopes down okay? I'm not saying doesn't like you back but if he doesn't.. I don't want to see you hurt.'' Luke nodded and pulled back from Ashton and smiled widely.

''Thank you Ash.'' Ashton smiled back and seperated to his own way leaving Luke to Calum. Luke ran a little to catch up with Calum.

''Hey.'' Luke said behind Calum's back. Calum wasn't surprised when he heard Luke. That was because he saw Luke and Ashton hugging each oher.

''Can you give me a ride?'' Luke asked.

''Why didn't you go with your friend Ashton?'' Calum asked in an annoyed tone. Luke wondered why was he acting like this but he just shrugged it away.

''Why would I go with my f- Ashton?'' He didn't know why but it just happened. He said my Ashton instead of my friend Ashton. He bit his lip and looked up to see Calum's face. He looked angry somehow. But not in normal way. It was something more than being angry.

"Because you were with him 2 minutes ago and he has a car?" He said sarcastically. Luke didn't know why Calum was acting like that but he didn't like this behavior. It reminded Luke the time when Calum hated him. Suddenly a thought hit Luke's mind making his heart aching a little too. What if he still hates Luke? Or worse? What if he never quit hating him? Luke's heart sank in sadness. He looked down.

"I-I'm sorry. I better go. Sorry." Luke turned his back and started to walk slowly to the opposite way. He wished that he didn't decide to go with Calum. In that case he wouldn't be walking on his own now. He shouldn't chose Calum over Ashton. Ashton would never let him down like that. He always knew the difference between letting down and being annoyed. If it was Ashton there he would make Luke stop and no matter how he was annoyed he would drive Luke home. There was huge difference.

Maybe he never should liked Calum.

Guys I'm incredibly sorry for the updates I really am. Please forgive me. I have an excuse. So I am having so much trouble with my life right now like all the exams, school, friends and family. There's so much pressure and I don't seem handle all of them well.

I feel like evebody's waiting so much from me even when I'm doing my best there's always someone to tell me that it's nothing that I did. And it really feels awful. It's like I'm on the edge of everything but everybody is still pushing me. And in the end I think I'm gonna fall. And be honest with me about what you think about this story. Sorry if it sucked.

Back to the point I have all my other stories on hold but I didn't want to have this one on hold because I personally love this one the most. But I'm sorry to say this that updates might be late. 

Sorry again.