Not Actually A Bad Guy

Chapter 32

He didn't know what happens when Luke gets scared and wants to shut himself off from the world.

He ran until he came home. He didn't know how he escaped the teachers but he did. He ran all the way down to his home. Tears streaming down his face. Soemtimes you just have to let all the things fall out from your body with your tears to just make a little space to bottle up more things. That was what Luke was doing. He was crying his lungs out in his bedroom. Thinking and remembering every single bad detail about his life. And crying more.

I know how you think about boys crying. But this is not what exactly you think. Boys can cry too. Or maybe they even do more than girls. Because girls can cry at any moment and don't have to deal with stupid people judging them because they broke down. But with a boy in that situation that would be so awkward you think. That is the exact reason why guys bottle up everything and just cry out more than girls.

Some boys bottle up everything don't let anyone see them got upset. Or mad or anything. They just hide it. Put it inside and cover. Then just burst out tears when it's too much to handle. Let everything come out. Then when it's done they start to bottle up everything again until the next time. Just like Luke.

Or even some boys are afraid to do that too so they just stare at an exact point for hours and hours. Think about all the things and just cry mentally not in a visible way. But if you watch them closely you can see sometimes that they can accidentally let a few tears fall.

Or the boys who can't do that because they're too afraid to show any kind of feeling they would just act like they don't care about anything. They just let it go until they're all alone with theirselves and their crazy minds. They just blow up everything and damage every single thing they see including the people and their mental health. Just like Calum.

Calum was knocking every single classroom's door and looking for Ashton while thinking about what he could've done to Luke. He thought the last day. The time when he got jealous because he saw Luke hugging Ashton then he treated him like shit. He snapped at him and didn't drive him home. Well it couldn't be because he didn't drive Luke home but there was something more in it. The way Luke looked at Calum when he said he was sorry. Calum didn't know why but he felt like Luke didn't only apologize there because he wanted a drive. But he will never know or will he?

Calum knocked the biology class's door and looked in seeing the hazel eyed giggling mess with a book in front of. He looked at the teacher who was already glaring at him. Well he could care less but he didn't want Ashton to get in trouble so had to made up something. He cleared his throat and changed his worried look to I'm bored look and started to talk.

''Here for Ashton Irwin principal sent me your mother is here and they want you to be here.'' He said gaining all the attention. He looked at Ashton who was looking confused. ''Now.'' he added to be more exact. Then he looked at the teacher who motioned Ashton to get out. Ashton gathered his stuff, putting them into his backpack and rushing out of the class.

Calum shut the door after Ashton got out and his face was back to have his worried look immediately. He looked at innocent Ashton who actually thought his mom was there. He kind of pitied him. He wouldn't made him get involved in this if he knew Luke better. He mentally slapped himself for being so stupid and pushing Luke everytime he wanted to get close. If he didn't act like a douchebag to Luke he would know where he was or even he wouldn't be in this situation. He frowned more while thinking about this.

Ashton looked around. To see his mom. Calum said his mom was waiting him. He looked at two who were looking at him with worried expressions. There was something going wrong there. He knew his mom wouldn't come here because of nothing. But you would never know. He started to grow worry in his chest. Why would these two come and got him out of the biology?