She's Mine || BTS//ATEEZ

New Start

Yunho had fallen sleep hours ago, but your mind wandered.

Why do I feel so empty and cold? I feel so alone, but he is right here. Why is this world so lonely?

You lied in the bed and stared at the wall. The windows had been stolen from you. They were replaced with a solid white wall that projected your deepest thoughts across its surface. A single tear dripped down your cheek.

I just want to die.

It was cold. It was empty. Everything was so empty. Nothing made you smile. Yunho tried, but his efforts never worked. Sometimes you returned to the cliff side, but it also felt cold and lonely.

Am I dying? Is it supposed to be like this?

You knew this feeling. You felt it before, but that was years ago. Depression.

You could hear footsteps. They paced through the hall, but you couldn't pull yourself from the bed. 

What are they doing?

You pushed your feet to the ground. Yunho moved behind you, "I'm going to the bathroom." You stood up and walked to the door. You pressed your ear to it. The footsteps continued, You opened the door. Mingi's face met yours. You slipped through the door and closed the door behind you.

"What are you doing?" you asked blandly.

"We need to talk to you." you knew he meant him and Hong Joong. You nodded and followed the tall vampire to Hong Joong's office. You stood in front of the desk. Mingi offered you a chair, but you ignored him and just stared at Hong Joong.

"What do you want from me?" you asked in a cold tone.

"I want you to be free." Hong Joong said.

His words confused you, but your face didn't show it, "What do you mean?"

"I have watched you mope around this house for the last week. You don't smile, talk, or eat anymore. You feel like a bird stuck in a cage. I want to give you your freedom." he placed his hands on the desk.

"How will you give me that?"

"I have arranged you a new living arrangement where you will be free to do as you please with no one to control you." he said, "Let me set you free."

"Yunho won't let that happen." you said in a dull tone.

"He doesn't have to know, and your home will be in Tokyo. He will never find you there."

"Tokyo?" you asked.

"Yes, everything I am saying is completely serious. Yunho will think that you ran off. He won't know where you are, and if you wish, you never have to come back."

His words sounded true, "Why are you doing this?"

"You are now my family. I will do whatever it takes to protect my family, and right now, I believe that this change will save you from whatever is poisoning your mind."

He was right; your mind was poisoned, "But wouldn't that hurt Yunho?"

"Maybe, but sometimes you have to make sacrifices for the greater good." Hong Joong sounded like a dad. His voice was full of authority, but he still made you feel loved and cared for.

"Thank you." a tear rolled down your cheek, "Thank you."

"It's my pleasure." he came around the desk and gave you a hug.

You just cried into him, "Thank you. Thank you. Thank you." you cried.

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