She's Mine || BTS//ATEEZ

Say it

You remember falling asleep next to Wooyoung, but this was not Wooyoung. This body was warm to the touch and smelled of the woods. You looked up to see who this body belonged to. Shownu snored softly above your head. He had one arm wrapped around you as the other was tucked behind his head.

The dream you had the night before popped into your head, and you felt the urge to run away. This was not who you were. You were loyal to Yunho. This was a test of temptation. You reached down grabbing his wrist lightly, so you could shimmy out from under his arm. You felt his body slightly tense up. His arm tightened around you, pulling you closer to him, "No," he growled softly in his sleep.

You placed your hand on his shoulder and shook him lightly, "Shownu," you whispered. You saw his eyelids softly twitch, and his eyes slowly fluttered open.

"Yes," he said in a groggy voice before closing his eyes again.

"Can you let me go?" you whispered.

"No,"

"What?"

"I don't want to," he groaned.

"Well too bad," you placed your hand on his stomach, sending a burst of energy through your palm.

His arm flew off you as he grabbed for his stomach. He gasped for air. "What was that?" he gasped.

"I said let me go," you stood up from the bed.

"Why are you being like this?" he groaned.

"Me?" you said, "What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean, Y/n," he huffed, sitting up in the bed, "You are supposed to be mine, and you keep rejecting me. Yunho is gone. Why would he come back?"

You felt your stomach began to boil with rage, "He loves me that's why," you said.

"If he loves you then why would he leave?" Shownu stood up from the bed, throwing his arms in the air dramatically.

You felt the fire burning your throat; tears welled up in your eyes, "He loves me," you whimpered. This was the first time that you felt yourself start to crack as if you were made of glass. You just wanted to shatter to the floor.

"Then why is he not here? I have been here for you. I would never leave you," you hadn't noticed him slowly moving closer to you, but now he was standing right in front of you.

"He needs space and time," you wiped a stray tear from your cheek, "He doesn't need me." You felt the fire sizzle out. You now couldn't control the tears anymore. Shownu placed a hand on your arm, but you jerked it away, "No! This is all your fault," you screamed up into his face.

You saw his eyes become sad, "I thought I was doing the right thing because I love you,"

"Well don't," you said pushing past him. 

He grabbed your wrist, "Y/n, please,"

"No, Shownu! I will never love you!" you shrieked, freeing your hand from his hold.

His face changed. His sadness turned to rage, "I have done everything that I could ever do for you. I am here. Not Yunho." he growled in a deep voice. You were startled by his sudden aggression.

"Shownu, I can't help how I feel," you cried. You felt like cowering under his stony eyes. 

"Emotions can be twisted and manipulated. I can make you love me,"

"No, I won't change for you," you began to back away slowly until your back hit against a wall. 

"We have a connection stronger than anything that you and Yunho could ever have. You knew since the day we met that something was different." he stepped closer to you. His eyes turning a glowing yellow. He cocked his head to the side, "I smell it..." He was inches from you now, "I see why the bloodsuckers found you so irresistible... you are so sweet."

"Shownu, back off," you said, holding up your hands.

"What!? Are you scared? Are you scared of the big bad wolf?" he took his palm, pressing it down on your forehead, preventing you from moving your head.

You felt your temples throbbing from the pressure of your head against the wall. Your eyes burned with tears as fear filled you. You didn't want to admit it but Shownu held such a power that he terrified you. You were so weak in this stage of transition that you couldn't fight back even if you wanted to.

"I'm sorry, Shownu," you whispered.

"Say that you love me," he forcefully grabbed your face, turning your eyes to him. His eyes held small bolts of lightning. His eyes seemed glazed over like he was in a dream. It's the next phase. 

"No," you said. This time your voice was full of grit and rasp. Shownu became angrier. You saw his claws extend from the corner of your eye. You felt something stab against your stomach, "Say it," he growled.

"No." You felt the stabbing intensify as he stabbed his claws deeper into your flesh. You felt a burning fire began to fill you. "Shownu, back off before something bad happens," you warned.

"Not until you say it,"

"No!" you screamed. You pushed your face forward. Your nose bumped his as you both stood eye to eye. You stared into his electric soul, trying to break into his mind. You felt your rage increase, but his claws dug deeper.

"Shownu, stop," you growled.

"No," was all he said in a low dangerous tone.

"Kill me," you whispered.

"My pleasure." You felt his claws clench. Then he pulled, tearing out your lower abdomen. You gasped at the sudden release and pain. Your eye grew red and before you could control yourself, your teeth buried deep into the flesh of the wolf. Shownu let out a loud howl. Lightening shot from your bodies, striking the ceiling and walls. You jaw released, and you fell to the floor, surrounded by your blood and entrails. Shownu collapsed next to you. His body seized and bucked. Your poison quickly killing him.

His eyes became clear, and his body became still, "Y/N, what have I done." You saw a small weak child. Not an all-powerful wolf.

You reached out your weak hand cupping his cheek, "This was not your fault,"

"I'm sorry," he whispered as he suddenly fell limp.

"No!" you cried weakly. Your blood was smeared over his cheek. His honey skin now a ghostly white. You rolled over onto your back, staring up at the ceiling, "Jungkook. Jooheon. I'm coming home."

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This was one of the parts that I didn't like, but I liked it enough to add it anyways.