She's Mine || BTS//ATEEZ

History

San wrapped his arms around your shoulders, pulling you into his chest. He stroked your hair calming you as tears silently rolled down your cheeks. Wooyoung came up behind you and did the same, and soon, Jongho joined in the group hug. You had just entered the door when San approached you with open arms. Your cheeks were stained with tears, and you felt as if you were hit by a bus.

"Guys, move aside. Let the others in." Mingi's deep voice called. Wooyoung and Jongho dropped their arms and moved aside, but San ushered you over to the couch keeping an arm around you. 

"What happened?" he whispered sitting down next to you.

"I'm ruining everything, San." your head dropped into your hands, and a sob shook your body hard, "I'm killing them San. They are dying because of me, and I don't know how to help them."

San slowly rubbed circles on your back till you calmed down. "Look at me," he said softly putting his fingers under your chin and raising your eyes to his, "You will figure this out. You are strong, and you are smart. I know you can do this."

You looked into his eyes. They were kind and full of love; the right side of his lips raised into a small smirk exposing his right dimple. It made you laugh a little. "Thank you, San." you pulled him into a tight hug. "I don't know what I would do without you." you pulled away. San gave you a small laugh.

"I would do anything for you," he said patting your hands. 

You heard the door open behind you. Yunho walked in with the others trailing behind. He walked straight over to you. He let out a deep sigh and combed his fingers through his hair. He plopped down on the couch pulling you into him. He rested his chin on the top of your head while he rubbed your back. You crawled up into his lap. You rested your head on his chest while you stroked his arm.

"You found him." You heard San whisper. You looked up to see the young vampire eyeing the ghostly figure that stood by the door. Hong Joong was whispering something to Mingi, and Shownu and Jooheon were whispering in the kitchen. You could feel the air start to thicken as everyone's eyes raised and went from San to the vampire at the door.

Shownu spoke up first, "Jooheon and I are going back to our camp to speak with the rest of our pack. We will return in the morning." The two of them bowed before approaching the door.

"Goodbye," you said as they stepped out of the door.

"Jungkook, let me show you to a room." Hong Joong said guiding the vampire up the stairs. Yunho started coughing, but he quickly held back his coughs trying to silence them.

"Yunho, I'm sorry. I wish we never met then this would never have happened," you said looking into his eyes.

His hands shot up grabbing your biceps hard, "Don't you ever say that again." his eyes were dark, "You are the best thing to ever happen to me. Before you, I was nothing but a shell. I would die if it meant that I got to spend the last of my days with you." A tear rolled down his cheek. You wiped it away before it could fall.

"I promise. I will fix this," you whispered cupping his face.

He brought his hand up and placed it on yours, "Have you ever thought that you don't have to fix everything?" he said.

You thought for a minute. Since day one, you have been trying to fix everything that came at you. You always tried to fix everything even if you didn't cause it. "No," you whispered slumping your shoulders.

"Maybe, this isn't yours to fix," he said tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.

"How is this not mine to fix?" you said giving him a questionable look.

He shrugged, "I don't know. It's just a feeling I have been having. Like Hitman said you need us to help with the transition. Maybe it's us who have to fix this."

You had never thought of that before.

"Don't worry, Babe. Everything will be okay." his voice in your head warmed your heart. It reminded you of when you first met. The first night how he crawled into the bed because you couldn't sleep alone. A small smile spread over your lips.

"I missed that smile." Yunho was smiling down on you. He pressed his lips to your forehead. 

"I missed you Yunho." You looked up into his puppy dog eyes before leaving a peck on his lips. The giant vampire pulled you into a tight hug before releasing you and getting to his feet. He held out his hand and you took it. He led you up the stairs and onto a balcony that looked over the tall trees.

"I want to tell you a story that I have never told a soul." he leaned against the railing, "I want to tell you about my scars." 

You froze for a moment. You remember the last time his scars made an appearance. That was when all this mess started to happen.

"Okay," you said hesitantly.

"It all started with a young sprout by the name of Yunho. He was a bright boy with a bright future, but he had two obstacles that held him back." he took in a deep breath; his light deminer melted away, "My dad was a mean man. He didn't have a job, but always complained about money, and what money we did have he drank away. He would beat my mom, and when she would pass out, he would change his focus to me. My mom was a coke addict that lived for the drug. I never came first to my mom."

You felt your eyes start to water.

"I was always skinnier than the other kids. I was always dirtier and smellier, and I didn't know how to change that. I remember coming home after school one day to my mom knocked out on the kitchen floor. I tried to help her, but he just swung at me. He missed and I ran and locked myself in the bathroom and hid in the shower. He kicked the door down. I was cornered in the shower and I couldn't escape. He took the belt off his waist and started whipping me with it. Over and over and over again for what seemed like forever. I remember blacking out." He began to cough. A tear fell down his cheek. You grabbed his hand giving it a squeeze as you wiped the tears from your eyes. 

"I woke up in the hospital. Dad was in jail, and Mom was in surgery. The neighbors heard the screams and called the police. I never saw my parents again. Guess how old I was?" he looked at you with red eyes.

"Six," you guessed.

"Sixteen. I was six foot tall and a humble 90 pounds. The doctors didn't know how I was still alive. I was put into a boys home, but I ran away. That was when Mingi found me... robbing a convenience store." he lowered his head in shame, "He took me back to Hong Joong, and the rest is history."

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ALRIGHT, boys and girls in just a few days ATEEZ will be dropping their next album which I am super excited for. I have probably never been so excited for anything in my life. I am going to assume that most of you reading this are Atiny, but if you are not, this is your chance to start stanning before the album drops.

Have a wonderful day or night- A <3

(Yunho front and center where he belongs, and did you see Mingi? Like I think I need a cold shower.)