She's Mine || BTS//ATEEZ

I'm Sorry

"What?" his eyes got real wide, and he took a step back.

"What are you?" you got closer taking in a deep breath. You smelt something. It was faint like it was trying to be hidden, but you could feel it in your bones, "You are not human."

You took a step closer, but he kept backing away, "I don't know what you are talking about." he sounded panicky. 

"Just tell me." you demanded.

"No!" he ran for the door, but you beat him to it.

"Why not?" you yelled.

"I don't know what you are saying." he just kept repeating.

You grabbed his arm; you felt your hand starting to heat up.

"Your burning me. Your burning me!" he cried. His face started to twitch and jerk. You saw a long snout sprout across his face, and he let out a curtailing scream.

Wolf.

You let go of his arm, and he fell to his knees. He took in deep breaths. His hand clutched at his chest.

What is happening.

He began to scream, and his body started to jerk.

He is changing. 

You took a step back as he screamed louder and louder. Tuffs of red fur started popping out a random locations of his body. Soon, you couldn't even tell that he was previously a human. The scarlet dog lied on the floor. He was so large that he reached half way across your floor. He remained motionless.

"Jooheon?" you whispered taking a slight step forward. The wolf didn't move. You kneeled down next to him. You placed your hand on his back, "Jooheon?" The wolf's eyes shot open, and a low growl escaped his muzzle.

You scooted across the floor on your butt. The wolf stood and slowly stalked toward you, "I'm sorry, Jooheon. Please, stop. Please!" you were starting to cry, "Jooheon, it's me."

The wolf stopped inches from your face. Your body was shaking, and tears streamed down your cheeks. You felt his hot breath against your cheek as you turned your face away from him. Your back was pressed against your door.

"Please." you whispered. You felt the warm and fuzzy feeling in your stomach. It was odd because usually in times like this you only felt the burning fire. You opened your eyes seeing a bright gold.

What is happening?

You felt the warm feeling through your chest it spread down your arms and into your hands. Your hands glowed a bright gold. You faced the angry wolf.

"I'm sorry." you brought your hand up and pressed it hard right between the ears of the wolf. Like a firework; sparks of gold flew through the air. The wolf stumbled back whining. Your head hit hard against the door.

Your arms fell down to your side. You could barely move. You could hear the wolf's whines slowly soften. You sat in silence for a few moments building your strength. You looked up. The wolf was gone, but was replaced with the shaking naked body of Jooheon.

"Jooheon." you whispered. Your head fell. Your neck couldn't hold it up any longer, "Jooheon." you whispered again. You slumped over landing hard on your shoulder. You moved your body around lying on your stomach. You tried inching your way over to Jooheon. It took everything in you just to get within an arms reach.

"Jooheon" you whispered again. With one last push your fingertips grazed his red hair, "I can fix this." you whispered. You kicked your legs hitting them off your kitchen cabinets. You were inches from the shaking man. You wrapped you arm around his chest and pulled yourself against him. His bare back pressed against your chest.

"I can fix this." you whispered. A warm feeling balled up in your chest. The energy flowed from you into the wolf's back. His body stopped shaking, and you felt his body relaxed. You fell limp. Your head hit the ground, and your arms lost all strength.

Before you knew it, everything went black, and you were gone.

***

Part of you missed sleeping with Yunho. You hated the feeling of an empty bed. You missed the warmth that he transferred into your cold body. It was the first time since you left that you truly missed Yunho. The honeymoon phase of this freedom was wearing off, and you missed your man.

You opened your eyes. You were lying in your bed. You rolled over, but you almost jumped out of your skin. Jooheon was sitting by the wall leaning against it asleep. You looked him over; at least he wasn't naked anymore, he had put some shorts on at some point. You could hear his small breaths.

"Jooheon." you said, but your voice came out as a whisper. It was so raspy you barely recognized it. His body moved slightly, but he didn't wake up.

"Jooheon." you said again a little louder. His eyes cracked open. He stretched his arms over his head and let out a big yawn. He sat up looking around before his eyes landed on yours.

"Ah!" he practically jumped, "I didn't know you were awake." you said holding his hand over his heart.

"I just woke up." your voice was still rough and croaky, "How long was I asleep?" you rolled over onto your back.

"Five days."

"Of course." you felt a tear fall down your cheek.

"What's wrong?" Jooheon came over to the bed and sat on the edge wiping away your tear.

"I'm dying, Jooheon. Just look at me. I'm a skeleton." more tears fell from your eyes, "I don't want to die. I don't want to be a phoenix."

"Phoenix? How do you know your dying?" Jooheon asked wiping your face with the blanket.

"I'm not like you. I'm not a wolf or a vampire. I am something different, and I have to die before I can reach my full potential." you whispered through your tears.

"Oh... I'm sorry." he said. He grabbed your hand with both of his.

"I want to go home." you cried.

"You are home." he whispered.

"No, I want to go back to my family. I should have never left." you brought your hands over your eyes, "Yunho."

Jooheon looked down on you with sad eyes. He leaned down wrapping his arms around you, "I'm sorry; let me take you home."

"No, no, I can go you don't have to." you pleaded.

"Y/n... let's go home." he said cupping your face.

"What?" you whispered.

"I will call Hong Joong and have him schedule a plane." he said standing up from the bed.

He knew Hong Joong. You were never actually alone. They were always there. Always watching. You wanted to cry. You were never free. You stared up at the ceiling, "No. You get us a plane, but I am not going back. Not yet."