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bub
guys

bub
answer please i think i'm gonna cry

bub
i need jack.. ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)

bub
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP

bub
oh fuck i'm crying already

bean is online

danman is online

danman
zach?

bub
thank GOD

bean
..are you okay? weren't you talking to jack?

bub
i was

bean
okay and?

jobear is online

jobear
what's going on boys?

bean
i'm asking myself the same question

bub
um

bub
do you know about his family situation?

jobear
who's, jack's?

bub
yeah

jobear
oh yeah yeah i do

danman
i don't?

bean
me neither

bub
oh

bub
well basically uh.

bub
he's in foster care

bean
oh my god

bub
and um

bub
he lives with the most homophobic family in town

danman
so like, that's why he tried convincing himself that he's straight?

bub
yeah

jobear
he was telling me about this one night, it sounded awful

bub
it is awful :’(

bub
okay back to what i was saying

bub
so like we were on videochat you guys already know that, and like

bub
he told me that he loved me and then out of nowhere BOOM! it's his foster mom yelling at him, asking him who he's talking to, knowing that it was a boy and how jack said he loved me. and then she just started getting more and more angry at him and i felt so bad and wanted to bawl but then it disconnected and i'm crying now instead
(╥﹏╥)

danman
oh zach..

bub
i don't know what to do, dani! i can't feel any part of my body because i'm shaking so much and i don't know if he's gonna come back and i just wanna see him again and tell him that i love him and that he's the best thing that's ever happened to me :(

bub
but i can't.

jobear
zach.. listen to me, okay

bub
there's nothing else i can do at this point

jobear
i have no idea what's gonna happen next, zach, but what i do know is that you will get to talk to him again, you will see him, you'll be able to tell him all your lil softy things that makes our hearts go wOOSH

bean
i second that statement

danman
i mean then i third it

bub
how do you guys know?

jobear
it's love, zach. love always makes its way back to where it belongs

bub
i hope you're right, jo

danman
he is, zach. don't worry about it

bub
but like.. what if i still can't stop crying?

jobear
cry, let it all out, cry until you're tear dry and even though you feel like crying no salty waterfalls pour down your cheeks. you'll feel better, i promise

bub
i miss him.. and it's only been five minutes

danman
me when corbyn left
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bean
that's normal, z. but he'll be here before you know it

bub
i never even got to tell him that i love him! what if he doesn't know?

jobear
i don't think you have to worry about that, z. he loves you, so much. and he knows that you love him too

bub
okay..

danman
keep your head up, zach. smile a little

bub
but jack's the only person who can make me smile

jobear
then think about him. think about how much you love him and care about him and how much he means to you and how he's the only person who can make you smile. think about how happy you're going to be when you see his face again and how he makes you feel so incredibly special. which you are, zach. and he knows it

bub
jonah •́  ‿ ,•̀

bub
even though i already was i'm crying

jobear
but in a good way?

bub
yeah. you know how to like, fix me when jack can't. i'm grateful for that

jobear
i'm grateful for you too, zach

danman
this is way too heartfelt for me

bean
dani you literally just spent ten minutes convincing me that boys are totally allowed to be called pretty. and then called me pretty like ten times.

bub
oh ?

danman
well. i wasn't lying

bean
yeah yeah whatever

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early update cause my mom wants me to go to bed :)