TEXTING ; wdw

067

jacky is online

[jacky sent you a text]

jacky
baby?

jacky
zach i need you.

jacky
i need to know you're there

bub is online

bub
ohmygodohmygodohmygod

bub
babe •́  ︵ ,•̀

jacky
i'm here, my love

bub
i'm gonna start hyperventilating

jacky
baby please, don't

jacky
i don't need anything else to worry me right now

bub
jack, don't make me cry for the millionth time ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)

jacky
i'm trying, my love. i'm doing everything for you

jacky
you're all that matters, zach

bub
babe stop you make me heart wanna jump and scream ミ●﹏☉ミ

jacky
that's always the goal

bub
but babe what happened. i need you to be okay

jacky
i'm not really.
[delete message? ✔️]

jacky
she just– she hit me, hard. everywhere. after four days i'm still sore

bub
no no no no no

jacky
she yanked my phone out of my hands and completely shattered it across the floor, leaving the mess for me to clean up. i'm sure shards of glass are still suck at the bottom of my feet

jacky
so like right now i'm texting you through my mom's old computer. the service sucks, but as long as i know you're on the other side of this screen

bub
i'm gonna start crying all over again

bub
you don't deserve any of this

jacky
she sure told me i did

jacky
but i refused to believe her because i know i'm in the rights and i know for a fact that i'm so in fucking love with you, baby. everything i do is all for you

bub
you're so strong, jacky. i don't get it sometimes

jacky
i never understood the feeling of being consumed by someone. every small move you make, the simple action of reaching your arm out, walking forwards and backwards, it's all for that one person. your motivation to keep on going is them and them only, they're the only person keeping you here.

jacky
and that's you, my love. everything is all for you

bub
shut up ༼;´༎ຶ ω ༎ຶ༽

bub
j, you know that if it weren't for you i wouldn't be here

jacky
well then i'm glad i was alive. this world needs more people like you, zach

jacky
i would try to describe you but you're too special for words

bub
i just– i just wanna hug you ಠ﹏ಠ

bub
i want to fall asleep in your arms, feel your lips against mine, go on a real date with you

jacky
i've never wanted anything more, my love

jacky
now my foster mom is gonna be home in a few minutes, and i'm not really allowed to be doing this, so i'll have to go

jacky
but i promise i'll text you whenever i can, my love

bub
okay

bub
thank you for everything, babe

bub
don't tear yourself down, i'll always be here

bub
i love you (*˘︶˘*)

jacky
i love you more, baby

jacky
okay i have to go now, talk soon, yeah?

bub
yeah

jacky is offline

bub
i need to find a way to come and see you.
[delete message? ✔️]

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this was cute, are you guys happy?

i'm really not doing my best lately, which sucks because three days ago i was so so happy and then school came along and i can't feel like myself anymore

but i'm trying my best, i love you all more than you know. your love and support keeps me going.