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by -zonahs

by -zonahs

i'm here *echoes*

so like yes, it's me, megan, and it's been a while. but since you last saw me, i'm doing so great and honesty been so happy lately! i'm living my best life if yk what i mean

also i just checked LAST TIME I POSTED WAS LITERALLY ONE MONTH AGO- oops

but back to real talk,,,

i miss this book so much and it sucks cause i can't bring myself up to writing for it. zach is my lane (obviously) and all my friends get mad at me cause i'm always mentioning him and that he's the best cause he FUCKING IS and it's honestly hilarious.

but if you understand what i'm saying here, none of the boys really.. have an impact on me? other than zach and that's what it's been like with me and zonah.

but please don't think i don't love all the other boys. cause i truly truly do. zach just hits different. ;)

as i was saying before, zonah is my ship, my brand, my literal username,,, and the thought of writing any ship other than them doesn't feel right. and although i miss this book and your comments and support so so so so so so so much, i can't manage to write a single chapter and i hate it, but that's life sometimes.

i'm kind of having writers block for everything except for zonah, if that makes sense.

and i'm completely aware that this is quite unrealistic and makes absolutely zero sense whatsoever, but it's my reality and it's very sucky but i still love zonah.. sooo

i'm still writing on my account, on my zonah oneshots book and my zonah book smile for me, and i'm trying to write for this. but obviously that hasn't been going so well hshdgshjsh

i seriously love you guys so much, and it physically pains me that i haven't been able to update this book for the past month.

but i love you, so much, and you deserve the world and back and there and back again. thank you for everything, and hopefully i can figure out what i'm going to do with this book soon!

idk why but for some reason i'm so nervous to post this- but that's besides the point i hope u all understand what's been going on w me i love uuuuuuu

love u + zach

-megan :)