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jacky sent you a text!

jacky
jonah

jacky
jonah please answer

jobaby is online

jobaby
hey j

jobaby
you still with zach?

jacky
no

jacky
i fucking wish

jacky
i'm shaking so much right now i can't see shit

jobaby
jack..

jacky
yes

jobaby
breathe. please, i promise everything's gonna be okay

jacky
no

jacky
nothing's gonna be fucking okay

jobaby
please explain to me why nothings gonna be fucking okay, jack

jacky
zach's gone, jonah

jacky
i'm collapsed against the wall outside the hotel i just spent the best two weeks of my life at, tears cascading down my cheeks, wondering what the fuck i'm doing in pennsylvania when the only reason i'm alive is on a plane to the other side of the fucking country. i can't breathe, jonah. i need him so bad and i was trying so hard to hold everything in when he left and i crashed. i crumbled, and i'm so fucking done with everything right now

jobaby
listen to me, jack

jacky
okay

jobaby
breathe. no, zach isn't in your arms, but you've lived without him by your side before. remember life before these two weeks? you were so damn happy, jack. and i know how it feels when the person you love leaves you, but your hearts are always together. i've told you this before, but love sticks. even if you're not face to face, your hearts are permanently stitched together and no amount of distance can rip the thread apart. think about how happy he makes you and be excited for the next time you'll get to press your lips to his. think about seeing his smile on video chat later today, and even though it'll be through a screen, his laugh will be the same, his face isn't going to change, those rosy cheeks you're obsessed with won't have altered in tone. think about how perfect he is and how much you love him. even though you're not cuddling, you're smiling. even though you're not together, your souls are for eternity.

jacky
damn

jacky
you just always know what to say don't you

jobaby
call me the master 😌

jacky
okay but i literally will

jacky
ugh i love him so much

jobaby
i know you do

jacky
i'm actually kinda frustrated with myself though

jacky
i could've spent an extra few hours with him

jobaby
and why's that?

jacky
i had eben take him to the airport without me because i was so scared of leaving him. i would've been a mess at the airport

jobaby
WAIT THATS IT

jacky
what's it?

jobaby
EBEN

jobaby
HE LIVES IN PENNSYLVANIA RIGHT

jacky
SHIT

jacky
HE DOES

jobaby
i'm asking him if you can move in RIGHT NOW

jacky
ohmygodohmygodohmygod

jobaby
you're moving out, j

jacky
i'm gonna start crying again

jacky
dammit jonah WHY ARE YOU THE BEST PERSON EVER

jacky
other than my baby of course 🥰

jobaby
i mean,, what can i say i'm pretty great aren't i 😌

jacky
YOU REALLY ARE

jacky
zachs gonna be so happy for me 🥺

jobaby
i'm so happy for you

jacky
i mean we're saying all of this as if he's definitely going to say yes

jobaby
he'll say yes, jack

jobaby
he's too sweet of a person to not say yes

jacky
shit i'm so happy right now

jobaby
we gotta go ask him

jacky
let's go

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revamp going pretty good so far 🥰🥺

i missed you guys so much, the response has been overwhelming. this book has already gotten over 2k reads since last night, i really don't know how to feel you guys are the best ever 🥺

i love you all so much <3