- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

chapter 3: Monday

It was early, I didn't want to see anyone, especially not my sister. I saw Sideswipe's alt-mode parked in front of the house. He stayed over last night, Ally begged him to stay and strange enough my mother gave in. I groaned softly as I swung the backpack over my shoulder. I nervously looked at Sideswipe to see if he had heard it before I left.

the walk to my school was busy, a lot of traffic and a lot of people passed me or pushed me aside. The sun hadn't shown itself just yet, the sky was dark and it looked like it was gonna rain today, Though the wind wasn't chilly. As I came to my school, it indeed started to rain, first softly but soon enough it was raining very hard.

Markus pushed me against the lockers "you're early!" he scoffed. I said nothing for a moment, my body was trembling and it remembered me of the terrible pain I have had this weekend. He pinned my arms above my head. "if you think I am early! then what are you doing here?" I threw back, the wrong move. He slapped my cheek hard, making the tears jump in my eyes. "Don't talk to me like that!" he snapped.

"Gonna cry?" he scoffed. I was sick of it and kicked him hard between his legs, he shrieked and jumped back before he ended up on the ground. I quickly grabbed all my stuff and run through the halls of the school to my first class, though I had to wait for another 15 minutes, I locked myself up in the lady's restroom, while panting I felt my phone buzz.

> you were gone so early! if you want I can pick you up? I noticed you still have pain!

I sighed softly, Sideswipe was already awake and had heard my groan before I left, I wasn't sure what to say to him. It was probably safer if he picked me up, but on the other hand, I didn't want to get bullied only because he had a pretty alt-mode.

> thanks for the offer! But I am fine... I have work to do anyway

I saw he had read it but didn't respond instantly, I was wondering if I pissed him off or something. Ally always told him I was looking for attention, it wasn't true and I knew Jazz had told him it wasn't true, but Sideswipe was a player, a hot one though. I turned out he had a twin brother, he never spoke about him so I never started about his twin but I was curious about it.

> I have the idea something is on your mind lately! This weekend you were acting differently and even Jazz told me you were off! why don't you tell me or at least Jazz what's going on?! You know we want to help you but we can't if you don't let us in! Besides that! You should visit Ratchet! you said it wouldn't take long before the pain was gone! this is the fourth day now!

I groaned softly while typing my response

> Nothing is wrong!! I am good! Okay fine! I didn't feel good this weekend! but who cares! I can take care of myself and the pain is almost gone! only if I make some moves it hurts but can you please stop! It's annoying!

I closed my phone and walked over to my classroom, sitting down in the back, and grabbed my books. I felt my phone again but this time I ignored it, I didn't need Sideswipe to tell me what to do! He had Ally so why would he spend time with a boring person like me?! I ignored Sideswipe's messages, not knowing if it was such a good idea after all but I wasn't in the mood to talk to the mech. After school, I dumped my back in my locker and walked outside. Until someone pushed me hard against the wall. I hissed in pain and looked at Markus as he grabbed me. "Let me go!" I screamed as I felt him punch me multiple times.

Markus grabbed my throat and hold me tightly against the wall "that's for kicking me!" He snarled. "Leave me alone! You started!" I said with a shaky voice. He hit my cheek again, tears run down my face while he holds me tightly. "Useless! that's what you are!" he sneered, holding his jaw so I had to face him. I blinked the tears away in my eyes before he let go of me and left "This isn't over!" he growled.

I slowly got up, not able to control my sobs, I couldn't do this anymore. I walked over through the wet streets towards the bridge, it was high and it made my heart beat faster. I looked around before I grabbed my phone and looked at the last message Sideswipe had sent me before I put it back in the pocket of my jacket and laid it down, I climbed over the railing and hold onto it while looking into the depth. my tears disappeared below me, mixing in the cold water, I took a deep breath, before I jumped...