- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

chapter 42: shower

Sia's POV

I woke up with a warm feeling curled up behind my back "Sunny," I murmured when he nibbled on my neck, grasping me tighter. He hummed softly while he continued his actions. "Come on!" he said. I felt a little bit nervous, what if he didn't like my body. "Five more minutes!" I said. Sunstreaker kissed my neck again "You have to make something up to remember!" he said. I gave a fake smile while he stepped out of bed and picked me up, carrying me to the bathroom where he placed me back on the ground.

He removed his shirt and looked at me when I hesitated "What?" he asked, cocking his head to the side. "nothing... nothing," I mumbled, looking shyly away. Sunstreaker studied me, I was scared he might get angry if I didn't take a shower with him, it scared me, what if he didn't like my body. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Nothing... really nothing is wrong!" I said, faking a smile.

Sunstreaker kept staring at me, trying to read my face "Than why don't you undress?" he asked finally with a sharp tune in his voice. I flinched a little and slowly took off my pants, revealing my red panties. I turned my side towards him so he didn't saw me fully. "Don't you wanna take a shower with me?" he asked finally when I placed my pants. "I do..." I said without looking. "But? why do you hesitate? are you scared I am gonna drown you or something!" he asked offended, crossing his arms over his chest.

"What?! no of course not... why would I think that?" I asked, turning my head towards him "Cause you're hesitating!" he snapped. I avoided his eyes "Sia!" he snapped. I met his piercing blue eyes. I wanted to obey him, but I was too scared he wouldn't like seeing my body, I didn't want to expose myself to him. Sunstreaker grunted annoyed and pointed at the door "Wait outside!" he huffed. Guiltily I put my pants back on and left the bathroom.

I flinched when he slammed the door closed, with a sigh I looked in the mirror, looking at myself, Sunstreaker was so handsome, he called himself the most beautiful thing in the universe and he probably was, in comparing with me, I was ugly, I had scars on my tummy and back from my fight in school and from all what happened, I knew he wouldn't like seeing me.

Sideswipe walked in, but stopped when he looked at me "Why are you crying? did he do something?" he asked alarmed while stalking over to me. "N-no! It's nothing... I have to go!" I said, pushing him aside before I left. "Sia! why are you upset? what happened?" he asked. "nothing happened!" I said over my shoulder before I disappeared. I walked straight back to my room, of course, sunny wouldn't like my body.

I took a quick shower and put on my clothes again, "Hey! what was wrong! why didn't you take a shower with sunny?" Sideswipe asked, leaping up from his spot on the small sofa. I jumped in shock, I hadn't noticed him. "it's nothing..." I sulked. "You have seen him naked before," he added on. I looked at the ground "Just drop it! okay!" I said. Sideswipe sighed and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me a gentle kiss.

"Sure! but we go to the lake! Mikaela invited us!" he said. "The lake?" I asked surprised. He nodded "Yeah! she called me this morning! Sunny already know! he said he would only go if you go as well!" he added on with a smirk. I gave a fake smile "Come on! It will be fun! It's warmer today," he said.

I sighed deeply but gave a faint nod "Sure..." I mumbled. He hugged me in excitement. "We leave in twenty minutes!" he added on before he left. I wasn't sure about this, one, my sister was still out there and it scared me and two going to the lake meant they would see me. The idea made me panic, no way they would like seeing me, what if they would dump me or something? Both were so handsome, why would they like an ugly human like me. Again I stared at myself in the mirror before I hobbled over to the cabinet and grabbed my green bikini.

I was silent during the ride, Sideswipe was talking about everything that came up in his mind, from a GTA game to birds. He finally went silent and studied me "I am listening!" I said while looking at him. "I know... but you're so quiet! more than usual," he noticed. I waved it away with my hand "It's nothing! really!" I said faking my smile.