- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

Chapter 39: I love you...

I was shocked, I didn't know why It only made me feel worse. I quickly laid her diary back and rushed away, back to my twin who was still sitting on the couch. "SUNNY!" I shouted. My brother jolted up, looking shocked at me when I jumped over the couch and landed next to him. "What's wrong?" he asked concerned. "I am an idiot! I am a big idiot... she loves me and I never saw it!" I said. Sunstreaker didn't look surprised "Wait! you knew?" I asked startled. "Of course I knew that... she was so hopelessly in love with you! from the moment she met you she loved you!" he said simply. I said nothing and actually started to feel angry "Why didn't you tell me! I am your fucking twin!" I spat. Sunstreaker glared at me "You were with that thing! I fell in love with her before I even met her! I wanted to be her sparkmate! and I probably already was if you didn't have that thing of an organism! I didn't confess my love for her so I wouldn't lose you! so don't give me that big mouth!" Sunstreaker sneered.

"So now you're blaming me!" I hissed, jumping off the couch "yes! She told me the day we met! but believe me! you never would have listened t me! Sia will be the first one I'll frag with my holoform! I love her and you were to blind to see that! I already confessed my love for her and you better do it too! I know you love her just as much as I do and I don't want someone else to claim her!" he hissed. I flinched and stormed off again, trying to find Sia, but she had vanished. I knew she probably would go to the pub, often when she felt like shit she would sing, and I was pretty sure she felt miserable and would sing. I did one last attempt to find her but failed.

That night, sunny stayed on the base, I was the only one to go look for her, he told me this was something I had to do and he didn't want to upset her more. Like I predicted she was singing, my spark broke by hearing the sadness and grieve in her beautiful voice "...I hear your voice, on the line but it doesn't stop the pain, if I see you next to never, how can I say forever...wherever you go, whatever you do, I'll be right here waiting for you..."

She hadn't noticed me so I sneaked to the other side of the stage, trying to think off a song I could sing her for her, to make her see I love her and I wanted to be with her. When she finished I saw her walking away, but did notice the tear rolling over her cheek. She quickly wiped it away and sat down at the bar, ordering something to drink. I saw my change clean and jumped on the stage, grabbing the microphone.

Sia didn't look up when the song started to play, I choose for the song; a thousand years. She looked up when I started to sing, slightly surprised "You say you spent your summer in the rain. Driving up the coast I felt the same. Cover me in grey until I saw you, Just another day until I saw you..." I looked straight at her while singing hoping she would get the message, I wanted her to get the message. I realized how badly I wanted to be with her and I could only hope she would forgive me for my stupidity.

"It doesn't matter if the stars forget us it doesn't matter if the world doesn't know our names it doesn't matter if they talk about us it doesn't matter cause we are in, we are in love. We are in, we are in love, We are in, we are in love, We are in, we are in love..." I noticed the tears rolling down her cheeks, she didn't try to stop or to whips them away, she obviously noticed what was doing and I was glad she didn't storm off. The song continued and I kept looking at her, like she was the only one here.

"...We are in we are in love, we are in we are in love, we are in we are in love, we are in we are in love, we are in we are in love, we are in we are in love, we are in we are in love, we are in, we are in love"

The song ended and I jumped off the stage walking over to her. She looked at me and I carefully brushed her tears away "I love you, Sia..." I whispered before I pressed my lips on hers. She wrapped her arms around me, tangling her fingers in my hair. our lips moved sync while my hands moved around her body.