- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

chapter 22: Back to the base

It had been three days after I told Sideswipe half the truth of the terrible things that had happened to me in the past. I had just taken a shower and had wrapped the towel around my body, and walked downstairs, I was home alone after all.

I shrieked as I saw the twins in my living room. Both looked at me while a dark blush appeared on my face. "What are you doing here!?" I asked, holding my towel tightly. Sunstreaker licked his lips while Sideswipe smirked: "We came to talk..." "What?! like now?! couldn't you just warn me before I came?!" I asked. "We both didn't expect you to be naked, to be honest," Sunstreaker said.

"We both have a key... we can visit you anytime, not really smart then to walk around in just a towel!" Sideswipe said with a smirk. "It's early in the morning! I didn't expect you to two to be here!" I huffed. Sunstreaker snickered "Okay... well we came to talk to you," Sunny said. "yeah... about what?!" I asked.

"We both want you to come back to the base! we don't want you to be here all alone all day!" Sideswipe said. "Why not?" I whined. "It's not good for you to be so isolated," Sunny stated. I stared at him "Alright... fine, let me get some clothes first," I sulked. "I don't mind if you only wear this," Sunny said with a wide smirk. I saw the angry look in Sideswipe's eyes, I knew he wanted sunny to frag with sewel rat, but he showed more interest in me and it caused tension between the two.

"Are we funny again?" I joked. He smirked "I am very funny," he said while walking over to me. Holding me in his arms. I felt his hands resting on my hips while lust appeared in his icy blue eyes, it was turning him on and Sideswipe didn't really appreciate it. "I can better get some clothes!" I snickered. He hummed and let go of me, I knew he hadn't fragged for a while and I was aware of his feelings for me, it was obvious.

I liked them both, so it wouldn't be a punishment, but sunny was spark mates with Sewer rat, he didn't want to lose his brother. I sighed while quickly changing my clothes before I headed back down and saw Sunstreaker grumpily sitting on the chair with a glaring sideswipe leaning against the wall.

Sunstreaker looked at me and his grumpy face faded away "You look... stunning," he said. I nodded "Shall we? We can eat on the base," Sideswipe said. I nodded "sure," I muttered, I wasn't sure if this was such a good idea, I left on purpose cause of my sister, both had no idea what she had done. I wanted to tell them, but I was scared, I was scared of what she would do to me besides it was my word against hers.

Sunstreaker stood up "Shall we?" He asked I nodded, I had already dumped my backpack in the hall with the stuff I took from my dorm back in the base. While putting on my shoes I saw Sideswipe softly talking to Sunstreaker, his angry face told me there was some tension between the two and I didn't want that because of me.

"You know... I can stay here, and visit the base more often," I said finally. Both looked at me "no! You're coming with us!" Sunstreaker stated. "But all you two are doing is arguing! I cause tension and I don't want that!" I told them while placing my hands on my hips.

The brothers looked at each other for a moment "I'm sorry... we won't argue anymore," Sideswipe said finally. Sunstreaker rolled his eyes. "Great..." I sulked before I grabbed the backpack and keys.

"You drive with me!" Both said in sync. "Sorry... I can't split in two," I said sarcastically. "You can come with me!" Sunstreaker said. "Sure..." I said, opening the front door. "No fragging way! She drives with me!" Sideswipe snapped. "Does it matter?" I interrupted. "Yes, it does!" Sunstreaker snapped at me. I raised my hands in surrender "the femme drives with me! You asked me to come with you!" He argued. "That has nothing to do with this!" Sideswipe snarled. I sucked in a breath and folded my arms.

"Yes, it does! You don't want to drive her! So you asked me!" Sunstreaker snarled. "That's not true! I asked you just in case she would say no!" He snapped. "That has nothing to do with this! She drives with me! I'm not gonna argue with you about it!" Sunstreaker snarled. Sideswipe blocked his way "Yes it does!" He spat.

"Enough!" I snapped. Both looked at me "I'm gonna walk! And no I'm not gonna change mind! I'll drive with one of you when you don't treat each other like kids!" I hissed before I turned around. "Come on Cuddles!" I said. The cat jumped in my arms and made his way over to my shoulders where he laid down.

"I'm sorry... you can drive with sunny!" Sideswipe said, blocking my way. I crossed my arms "please get in the car!" He said. I rolled my eyes but hopped in, holding the car in my arms. "What was that about?" I asked. "Sideswipe is being an aft again!" He growled. I rolled my eyes "You both were," I threw back. Sunny rolled his eyes at me and drove back to the base.

I hopped out when he stopped "thanks for the ride!" I said while smiling. He nodded while he cut his engine. I looked around and saw sewer rat springing in Sideswipe's arms, kissing him. Before she looked at me and Sunstreaker. "oh dear," I heard him mumble before she walked over to him and kissed him, looking at me in process.

I said nothing, though, the painful wave returned and I realized how spoiled she was. I saw she moved her hand lower, Sunny quickly stepped back and cleared his throat "I have... things to do," he mumbled. I saw the angry look in sewer rat's eyes and felt satisfied. Sunny deactivated his holoform before he transformed and walked away, leaving us here.

Ally turned towards me "What are you doing here?" she asked with hostility in her voice. Sideswipe narrowed his eyes slightly but said nothing "I came back..." I told her while tilting my head a little to make myself look bigger. Ally was smaller then I was, and she didn't look at me in any way, she had a terrible character and she was besides she was small also a little bit chubby, I never cared about that, but it made her jealous sometimes, I wondered if she ever liked me. It surprised me she was able to attack me and almost kill me.

Her eyes drilled into mine for a moment before Sideswipe wrapped his arm around her waist. Sometimes I wondered if I was beautiful, Jazz often told me I was, with my long legs, almost gold looking hair, bright blue eyes and I was skinny, sometimes I was too skinny, it happened when I had to many stress, Ratchet kept an eye on me cause of that.

"No need to be mean," he said softly. Sewer rat looked at him "Why were you with her anyway?" she asked suddenly. Offended Sideswipe looked at her "Cause Sunny and I wanted to get her back to the base," he told me, raising his voice. "I think I am gonna go...now," I sulked. Sideswipe grabbed my arm and pulled me back. I gulped slightly "No you're not!" he growled, not even looking at me. "Is it true?!" he asked suddenly. I froze "Sideswipe!" I growled, trying to free myself but he holds me tighter in response. "Is it true you knew she got bullied and raped and did nothing to help her?" he asked.

I panicked and looked around, seeing some soldiers and Autobots looking at her. "Is that what she told you?" She huffed. I felt the tears sting in my eyes, why did I ever tell him! He promised to keep this a secret. "Yes she did!" he snapped. "I did not know she got bullied! Don't you see she's trying to ruin our relationship?" she asked disgustedly. Sideswipe looked back at me "Is that true?" he asked. I huffed "How could you think that! I want you to be happy!" I snapped. "You know what Sideswipe! screw you! I am going home!" I snapped, walking away from him. Sideswipe sprinted after me "no! not until I know the truth!" he argued. "You think I lie to you! Did I ever lied to you?" I asked.

"I don't know! Maybe you're only making a scene!" he said. I was speechless "Why would I do that?" I snapped. "Jealously cause you're not good enough to have a boyfriend!" he shouted. I looked at him "Look at the one who you love! even he doesn't want you!" he snapped. I said nothing and only looked at him "Maybe you put this all in the scene! your attempt to kill yourself! the rape the bullies!" he spat. "That's not true! I would never tell lies!" I snapped.

"So is she! My spark mate would never lie to me! So I think you're the one who's lying here! I thought I could trust you! You're a terrible person!" He snapped. "Sideswipe I'm not lying to you! I swear!" I stated. "Well I have to tell you! You're a good actor! This is sick! Now I understand why no one wants you!" He snapped icily before he turned around and wrapped his arm around sewer rats waist and walked away.

Leaving me embarrassed and sad behind in the main hanger. I watched them until they were gone before I walked back to my room, sitting down with two pictures in my hand. Sideswipe was right, I was terrible and no one would ever like me...