- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

Chapter 8: training

It was really helping now I wasn't seeing Sideswipe every day, though, I longed for him very badly but I couldn't see him with Ally, knowing what she had done. I lost my virginity cause of that bitch.

Ally was controlling sideswipe and it worried me, he was doing exactly what she wanted, she let him do what she didn't want to do, she used him and for some reason, it made me sad, I would have given him all the love I had!

Tiredly I sank down in the workbench and sighed deeply, drinking some water while jazz snorting amused. "Hard huh!" He grinned. I rolled my eyes "do you think it will get better?" I asked worriedly." of course! You're strong and you learn very quick!" He told me about making me smile.

"Come on then I'll dump you at home! You have worked hard enough for today!" He said. I stood up and followed him through the corridors towards the main hanger where is alt mode was parked.

When I came home, I saw Sideswipe was there as well. "Great!" I sulked. Jazz hummed and followed me inside. Jazz and I looked at each other, hearing what they were doing right now, it made my heart ache, I knew Sideswipe was fragging her.

Jazz brushed some hair out my face and smiled at me with compassion before we both walked over to the living room. "Do you want anything?" I asked softly. "No! Thanks! I'm good!" He said while sitting down, turning the TV on. "I'm gonna take a shower!" I stated. The mech nodded and watched me leave.

After a warm shower, I got out of the bathroom, seeing Sideswipe in front of me, only a towel around his hips. A faint blush spread over both our faces. "Hey... I didn't know you were home so early," he said. I shrugged my shoulder, not able to say anything and let him.

I laid down next Jazz, resting my head on his chest with my arm lose over his chest. He was softly petting my head and we both looked up when Sideswipe walked in, looking hostile at us. I felt a painful stab through my body as ally kissed him before walking away. Sideswipe looked at me but said nothing, I ignored and already laid back in Jazz's embrace.

I groaned as I felt my phone buzz, I fished it out of my pocket and sat up straight. "Hey Ratchet," I said. Sideswipe instantly looked at me "I wanna do a check-up," he said. "Sure... I just got home but I'll see you in a sec," I said. Jazz looked up "he wants to see me, check-up," I said. "I can bring you," Sideswipe said instantly. Ally looked at him and crossed her arms. "Why? Jazz is here!" She huffed.

Sideswipe ignored "Jazz! I'll bring her!" Sideswipe stated. Jazz looked at me for a moment "no... I'll do it! You're busy!" He said briefly. Sideswipe was surprised "Is there a reason he wants to see you?" Sideswipe asked worriedly. "No! He wants to see you too sometimes," I told him. "Let go, Sides," Ally said pulling him away from me.

Sideswipe freed himself and pushed jazz aside "I'll do it! No arguing!" He growled. "Sideswipe-..." I started But he pushed me already towards the door. I buckled up as I hopped in his alt-mode. "I want to know what's going on! Jazz was furious! He's never angry fast! Please tell me what happened!" Sideswipe pleaded. I looked in his beautiful eyes and looked away.

"Sideswipe! You're not my father, not my guardian! And not my boyfriend! This isn't your business!" I told him. "So something happened!?" He pushed. I didn't say anything "Sia! Please! I wanna help you!" He said. "You can't Sideswipe! So drop it!" I snapped. He looked at me but said nothing.

Sideswipe drove into the base and parked, cutting his engine before he followed me. "Sideswipe!" I warned. Sideswipe only looked at me, "you shouldn't even be here! You're supposed to be with Ally!" I told him. Sideswipe looked at the ground "I'm worried cuz something happened to you... and I just... I just have the idea no one tells me anything... that you don't trust me enough to tell me... I mean jazz knows!" He stated. "He's my best friend!" I said. For a moment I saw the hurt in his eyes. Jazz was my best friend but Sideswipe was the one I loved.

"Right...well, then I'll wait here..." he said softly. I nodded and walked away.

Ratchet checked me up, but everything was almost completely healed. "It's good! You're good to go!" He said. I smiled and jumped off the medical berth. "Thanks Ratchet," I muttered. The medic smiled and embraced me "come to me if something is wrong again," he said. I nodded and pulled back "thanks Ratchet," I said again. He nodded and looked at the door.

I huffed as I saw Sideswipe standing there "I wanna know what happened!" He stated stubbornly and a little bit awkwardly. "If Sia doesn't want to say it... then I'll keep my mouth shut!" He stated before turning away from us. "Bye Ratchet!" I said before I left. Sideswipe sprinted after me "something wrong again!?" He asked.

I looked at him as he stopped me, I knew I couldn't handle it anymore to see him every day. "Sideswipe... I think it's better if we don't see each other anymore," I said, trying to hide my sadness. Sideswipe stared at me "What?!" Was all he said. "You heard me... I don't want to see you anymore," I told him, hoping I wouldn't break. "Sia..." "go Sideswipe! Leave!" I told him.

"I don't understand!" He said. "Sideswipe go! Don't make this harder! Just leave go back to Ally! I'll stay at the base!" I said. I saw he was confused "go! Please!" I said stepping back. "Go..." I whispered. Sideswipe looked st me for a moment before he turned around and walked away. I was happy he didn't look back, tears rolled down my cheek. I watched him disappear before I turned around, looking at Optimus.

I quickly brushed my tears away "I don't think it's a sad movie again," he said. I embraced him and followed him through the halls "why don't you tell him?" He asked suddenly. "He has Ally and if she makes him happy then it's fine... I don't think I can give him what he wants and he doesn't like me... it's better this way," I told him.

Optimus wrapped his arm around my shoulder "you're a good person... I think you can give him exactly what he needs!" he told me.

The next few days were hard, though, I started to feel slightly better, now I didn't have to face Sideswipe every day. I laid in bed and hold the picture I had of a sideswipe. "I love you, Sideswipe!" I said. "You will never say it back though," I sulked before I placed it on the nightstand and shut the lights.

The next morning I woke up early and started my daily routine before I made my way over to Ironhide. "Good morning," I said. He smiled "good morning! How are you?" He asked while walking with me through the halls. "I'm doing fine..." I said.

He hummed "Alright, well I think we're gonna introduce a new Autobot soon enough!" He said. "Are you talking about Sunstreaker!? Sideswipe's twin bro?" I asked. Ironhide nodded "yes! He's differently then sideswipe!" He added on. "Really?" I asked. The mech nodded "Sides has more sympathy... shows more feeling, Sunstreaker is a psychopath," he said.

"A psychopath?" I repeated. The mech nodded "he has been through a lot and his childhood was terrible," he sighed. "But I can assure... even he's a killer, he's absolute against rape!" He stated. "This has something do with his past isn't ?" I said. "We all are against rape, but the twins especially Sunstreaker in particular and you will like him," he stated.

"Do you think he likes it to have a girlfriend so sudden?" I asked softly. "He hates humans! So I don't think so," Ironhide responded. "... but I think Sunstreaker can do a lot for you..." he said. I frowned a little but nodded and started the training session.