- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

Chapter 33: Suspicious

Sideswipe's pov

I skated through the large corridors of the base while thinking about Sia, she had something that made me crazy, and with each that passed I started to like her more and more. I stopped when I realized I fell in love with her, but she didn't like me, she was in love with another mech. The thoughts of her loving someone else was making me sad for some reason. She was so close with sunny, closer than she was with me and it was my own fault, I didn't spend time with her like Sunny was doing right now. It hurt me, I wanted to have the same as Sunny had but she would never love me...

As I entered the main hanger, I saw Sia sitting on Sunny's shoulder, it was a no go he was going to hand her over to me, he was very protective over and what I did to her was burned in his soul, he didn't trust me with her as we had in the past. I stared at her, watching how she brushed some of her long blond hair behind her ear

I stared her, studying every detail of her beautiful face, slightly rounded, light blush, smokey black eyes with blue orbs, which reflected love and affection but also some sadness hidden deep inside her heart, it was always there, the sad twinkle in her eyes, the grief she had cause she couldn't be with her mate, the one she loved the most.

Her body was perfect, she was 5ft11, skinny not like Ally, she was totally different, I never saw her natural beauty until now. She caught me staring, so I quickly looked away, out of embarrassment I transformed and parked in the corner. I turned on my scanner, sunny placed her on the ground and she walked over to me, just a yard away she stopped and looked at me, with her beautiful blue eyes. "What's wrong Sides?" she asked with her clear and feminine voice,- her calming and soft voice.

I sighed before I activated my holoform, "nothing is wrong, just thinking," I muttered, avoiding her eyes. I stepped closer towards her, maybe I could try to flirt, just like I did with all the other girls, it always worked. My charms made femmes fall for me, drool over me, so I grabbed her softly and pushed me closer towards my chest. I saw she tensed as I did so, maybe she was in love with someone but I wanted to try anyway, maybe I was lucky.

"You're beautiful..." I whispered near her ear before I lowered my face placing soft kisses on her neck. Sia shuddered and obviously not thinking straight, she grabbed my biceps loosely, I continued and heard a soft moan from her, I obviously found her sweet spot, she loved the attention I gave her. "S-sideswipe... w-what are you doing?" she stutters, making me hum while softly attacking that spot. I didn't respond and pulled back finally, she was blushing madly and it was cute. "Just telling you I care about you," I murmured as I pressed my forehead against hers. "I am still your guardian," I told her softly. She smiled and stared into my eyes for a moment "Come to the pub... please?" he asked.

"Why?" she asked. "Karaoke evening and I want to do a battle with you!" I told her. She huffed "You want to sing? you can sing?" she asked. "There isn't much I can't darling," I purred near her ear. "Alright.... what about sunny?" she asked, turning her head a little. "he can come too if he wants to, but I think he would love to hear you sing, just like me," I whispered, pressing a soft kiss on her forehead.

That evening, I walked over to her room and knocked on the door before I entered, seeing she was already done, and looked at herself in the mirror. "I look miserable, sides," she muttered before she turned towards me so I could see her fully. She wore a leather skirt, black tights, elegant boots till her knees, with above her shirt a crop top which stopped just above her belly button, her hair was loose and rested against her back and some of her blond hair over her shoulder. She was perfect and it made me smile "Sweetspark, you look amazing, I have never seen such beautiful femme before!" I assured her.

"Sewer rat," she muttered under her breath but I head and lifted her head with my index finger "No! she's not as beautiful as you are!" I told her before pecking her cheek softly, it made her blush. "Come on love," I said, pulling her with me towards my alt-mode. I gently wrapped my arm around her waist, holding her close to my body, I didn't want to lose her.

Sunny smiled at me and pressed a soft kiss on her forehead "Beautiful, sweetspark," he purred, love reflected in his icy blue eyes. I was aware of his love for her, and it made me angry and jealous, Sia was closer to Sunny than with me, what if she liked him more than she liked me? she showed more interest in him, but she had to love me as well, otherwise, it wasn't possible. Sunstreaker took her hand and pulled her against his chest while nuzzling in her neck, making her giggle. I watched it happen, and never felt so much jealousy before.

"Come on love," he whispered before opening his door for her, I wanted to protest, begging her to drive with me but she already hopped in. "Are you staying there?" Sunny scoffed before he hopped in and started his engine, it wasn't fair, this was my idea and he stole her from me, I wanted to drive her to the pub, spending time with her but instead she chose to drive with sunny! Grumpily I hopped in and followed my brother towards the pub, it was hell to find a parking spot, for some reason it was quite busy today.

I needed to came with something I could do with her, it had to better than Sunny's ideas, suddenly I knew what I had to do and rushed inside. She smiled at me while she sat at her favorite spot in the pub. "It's busy huh," she said. I stood next to her and wrapped my arm around her shoulder, pulling her closer towards me, she almost fell off the barstool.

I smelled her coconut shampoo, I loved it. "Sideswipe! Stop being a dog!" She complained, pushing me away from her. I saw she was slightly annoyed, but I couldn't help it, I wanted to hold her and be with her. Sunny glared at me, he didn't have to say anything to tell me what he was feeling, and that was mostly anger.

I backed off, a bit saddened. I had to impress her with something, maybe she would look at me. I still had my little surprise for her, but I couldn't give it to her now, I needed to impress her this evening and give her the present tomorrow. I stared at Sia for a moment, it frustrated me she didn't want me, she was talking softly to Sunstreaker, leaving me standing here. "Sia? shall we?" I asked. She turned back towards me "please? you would make me happy with it," I added on. She pecked Sunstreaker's cheek, looking lovingly at him before she followed me towards the stage, but I grabbed her arm and pulled her against my chest, nuzzling in her neck.

She looked in my eyes with surprise, I wanted to tell her I love her, but I was scared she would reject me or something. Instead of kissing her perfect lips, I kissed her forehead softly. I listened to her song carefully, I loved to hear her sing, she put so much emotion into it, it looked like she was singing it for the one she had to miss every day, it hurt my spark, knowing she was in love with someone and it wasn't me...

I bit my bottom lip slightly, I had to impress her, not with fighting nor showing off. I stood up and walked over to the stage, after the song, I decided it was my turn to sing. "Spend every hour of the day keeping you safe..." My voice echoed through the room, but I kept my eyes locked on Sia, a weak smile formed on her lips while I continued. " "I need you to hold me tonight, I climb every mountain, swim every ocean, just to be with you... and fix what I have broken cuz I need you to see... that you are the reason..."

From the corner of my eyes, I saw Sunstreaker crossing his arms, looking at me with a slight smirk but he said nothing. When the song ended, the humans started to cheer, but I had the only eye for Sia, she was mixed in the crowd, but smiled at me, her blue eyes were shining like she accepted what I just sang for her. I quickly moved towards her, she hugged me and buried her face in my neck. I hold her tenderly, to scared I maybe would hurt her. "Sia... please forgive for the things I have done and said..." I whispered. She pulled back and laid her hand on my cheek "I forgive you, Sideswipe," she whispered.

I smiled and hold back from kissing her, Sunstreaker approached me "Nice song, Sides," he said with a small nod before wrapping his arm around Sia. I felt a stab of jealousy when he held her like that. Tomorrow I would give her the present I had in mind...