- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

chapter 43: ugly

A day had passed and I avoided the twins, I missed them, and I wished I wasn't this ugly. I brushed a tear away while checking the weapons again, maybe it was better, they were angry, I knew it and besides that, they would dump me if they would see me. The thought of them dumping me cause I was ugly made the tears roll down my face like a waterfall.

"Are we gonna talk or what?" I heard Sunstreaker's deep voice ask. "Drop it!" I snapped, not wanting to turn around. "You need to talk to us!" Sideswipe stated. "I don't wanna talk," I snapped. Sunstreaker grunted "Can you please turn around! we are talking to you!" he huffed. "I am busy!" I grumbled. Sunstreaker growled and grabbed my arm, forcing me to look at me, both were surprised to see me cry.

"Why are you crying?" Sideswipe asked while approaching me, pulling me in a hug. I buried my face in his warm chest. He softly stroke my head, after I calmed down I pulled back. Sunstreaker looked puzzled at me before something in his eyes changed. "I know what's wrong! Your mood swings, your whole attitude and cry sessions! you started your period!" he stated. Sideswipe facepalmed while I gave him a death glare.

"I am not in my period," I snapped, brushing my tears away before putting a gun back together. "Than why are you so sad?" He asked, stroking my back. Before I could answer, Ironhide walked in. "Sia! are you already done or are those two bothering you! You're training is in five minutes!" he said. "I am coming!" I said, freeing myself from the twins.

"Sia!? Wait! Talk to us!" Sideswipe said. "I am busy!" I said briefly before I left. I wasn't in the mood to talk to them, I just wanted to start my training. Ironhide glanced at me "Are you okay?" he asked, wrapping his arm around my shoulders. "yeah... the twins want to shower with me... that's all," I mumbled. "What do you fear? you love them and they love you!" he told me. "I know that Ironhide... that's not the problem... It's just... both are handsome mechs... in comparing with me... I am ugly," I said shyly. Ironhide stopped and lifted my head with his finger.

"Don't ever say that again! you're far from ugly! the twins love every inch of you! Why don't you talk to them about it?" he asked. "cuz I am scared they will dump me," I said while tears rolled down my face. "They would never do that! Sure Sunstreaker is an arrogant piece of metal, but he would never hurt your feelings!" he told me sternly.

"He said I was hot," I sobbed. "That's a compliment!" Ironhide said with a frown. "But that's the whole point! I am not beautiful anymore cuz of what my sister did! Sure Ratchet did a good job with helping me! but some scars are still located on my back and stomach! He wants me to be perfect! He wants me to be beautiful and hot but I am not!" I said sadly while rested my head against his chest. "Don't talk like that, Sia! the twins adore you!" he stated.

I looked up to him while he wiped my tears away "You should talk to them! I promise you they won't hurt your feelings nor dump you! They will take you the way you are! They don't care about the scars! they know how sweet and loving you are!" he stated I smiled and hugged him before I walked with him towards the training room.

After my training, I felt slightly better, I was happy to clear my mind, but the fear quickly returned when I saw the twins, I quickly took another hallway, avoiding them. I hid behind a wall while I heard them softly talking to each other. A lost tear run down my face again, everyone said I wasn't ugly, but the fear was carved in my mind, everyone in school said I was ugly, so I was happy both liked me, but the scars didn't make anything better.

I walked back to my room and took a shower before pulling on skinny jeans and a shirt. I looked in the mirror while brushing my long blond hair, my eyes were still a little bit red from crying, but my bright blue eyes were shining. I laid down on my bed, checking my phone, but looked up when both brothers walked in.

"How was your training?" Sideswipe asked quietly while closing the door. "It was fine..." I mumbled softly. Sideswipe sighed and sat down on my bed. "Please talk to us!" Sunny insisted. "Is it something we did wrong?" Sideswipe asked. "No! It's not something you did! really it's not that..." I said softly. "Than what's the problem? was it Ally again?" Sunstreaker asked, cocking his head to the side. I shook my head "It's me..." I said without looking.

Both looked concerned "I am ugly," I said without looking while tears filled my eyes. "What?! why do you think that!" Sunny said shocked, lifting my head. "You think I am hot or something like that but I am not... Everyone called me ugly, my sister... in school... and my wounds are healed but the scars are still there! You wouldn't like seeing them! I am not as beautiful as you are," I said with a sob.

"Sia! that's not true! when I said you were hot I really meant that! you're such a beautiful creature!" Sunny said, brushing my tears away. Sideswipe moved closer towards me. "You mean everything to us! We love you the way you are! Okay! Even if your face was burned or something we will always love you! just the way you are!" Sideswipe said, kissing my head softly. I gave a watery smile.

"Is that the reason why you didn't want to swim and didn't want to shower with me?" Sunstreaker asked. I nodded quietly "I thought you would hate me," I whispered. Sunstreaker pulled me on his lap, wrapping his arms around me "No! Sia! No! I love you so much! I rather die than hate you!" he stated. I nuzzled in his neck.

"We love you more than you think, Sia!" Sideswipe said, rubbing my back. "you're perfect for us!" Sideswipe added on with a smile before he kissed my lips softly. Sunstreaker let go of me and removed my shirt, I looked away but Sideswipe made me look at him. "Don't be shy," he said while he grabbed me and laid me down onto my bed. Both looked over my body, making me unsure.

I gasped when Sunstreaker lowered his face and started to give kisses all over my stomach and traced an old scar. Sideswipe moved his way up to my neck and stopped at my breast, leaving butterfly kisses. I shuddered when he grasped the cup of my bra, squeezing slightly with a smirk, a soft moan escaped from my mouth while both twins kissed me. No one ever showed so much affection and love towards me. I loved their attention.

Sideswipe reached my jawline and pressed his lips on mine. "You're beautiful!" He murmured against my lips making me smile. I hold the back of his head while our lips moved sync with each other. Sunstreaker slowly moved upon me kissing my neck.

Soft moans slipped from my mouth as I felt his warm and larger body on mine, and his perfectly shaped lips in my neck. Both suddenly froze and pulled back, looking at each other. "What's wrong?" I squeaked worried.

Sunstreaker spoke up "Ironhide just called us... they've located Ally..."