- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

chapter 16: argument

I hadn't seen Sideswipe after our talk, Sunny neither. I had no idea what was going on but I missed them more then I could imagine. Though my wounds were healing very well and I was doing much better. I slowly walked through the halls, trying to focus on my duties of today. "I need to talk to you!" I heard someone say.

I turned around and saw Sideswipe, I was relieved I saw him. "Please?" he asked. I sighed and crossed my arms "Look... I know Sunny is visiting you... and we had a row about that!" he said while looking at me. "right..." I said softly. "And I need to know about that because...??" I asked. "You won't see him for a while... as I said before! he needs to get a bond with Ally! not with you and it's not an offense to you! but it's better this way!" he said.

I huffed "As long as you're happy..." I said softly as he walked away but stopped. "What?" he asked, looking at me. "Nothing..." I muttered. "no! you said as long as I am happy!" he said. "I want you to be happy! and if this the way to make you happy!...make your brother unhappy... then fine..." I said. He huffed "What are you up too! Sunstreaker isn't your spark mate and he will never be your spark mate either!" he snapped.

I felt the tears sting in my eyes "I know that! and that's not what I mean!" I said. "Well then what is it! cause obviously you're trying to get my attention again!! Ally was right!" he spat. I felt the tears in my eyes and clenched my jaws together. "You have no right to cry! you're a terrible person!" he shouted at me. "then why don't you keep distance! why are you making my life so hard!" I shouted back. Startled yet angry he looked at me "Leave me alone! how many times do I have to tell you this! if you hate me that much... then stay away from me! please stay away!" I said, crying the last part.

Sideswipe was speechless by now "Why does it upset you so much!" he snapped. "You will never understand me! you have never understood me and I don't think you will ever understand the pain I carry with me every second of my life! things happened I will never forget and what still scares me! I just can't see you! I can't see you anymore! so leave me alone! go on with your life! go frag! go take your brother from me!" I snarled before I stormed away.

I sobbed softly while slamming the door of the room closed. I sat there for a while until I walked back to the main hanger, seeing Ally yell at the poor yellow twin. It made me so angry. "Why don't you give me what I want!" she spat. Sideswipe walked a circle around his brother with an angry glow in his eyes. Dino and jazz, who appeared next to me huffed.

"I never liked Sunstreaker! But this is horrible! He has no idea what he's gotten into!" Dino growled. I watched the mech and saw he was trembling slightly "Come on," I said while walking down. "What are you gonna do?" Dino whispered. I looked around, seeing everyone was here at the moment. "I wanted Sideswipe to be happy... and I love him... but poor Sunny is the victim now and I feel terrible! I wanna help him!" I whispered.

Jazz grabbed my hand "not a good idea!" He said, seeing the angry glow in sideswipes eyes. Sunstreaker caught my eyes and smiled weakly at me, he looked tired and had some ugly marks on his throat and neck. Sideswipe gave his brother a push in his back "this had taken long enough! We gave you all the time you needed! You're settled here!" Sideswipe snapped.

Sunstreaker looked furiously at the two but said nothing "what's keeping you back Sunstreaker! Are you cheating on me!" Ally hissed angrily. "No...I'm not!" He hissed to defend himself, his eyes were blood red by now. "I just can't believe this, Sunstreaker!" Sideswipe spat. "I'm done here!" He snapped. "No, you're not!" Sideswipe spat, blocking his way.

"I wanna have a fair answer!" He growled, jabbing his finger in his chest. "You have absolutely no idea what others are feeling cause you don't give a shit!" Sunstreaker growled, looking straight in the blue eyes of his twin. "You can't force me to interface! You can't! You can try but it won't work! Love has to come from two sides! And I'm not ready to make love with her!" Sunstreaker hissed.