- Twilight- Sideswipe & Sunstreaker (under editing)

Chapter 69: I want to forget

'Where are you going?'

Sideswipe stopped in his tracks. 'If you leave now, you don't have to come back anymore.' He turned. 'Sia, please... I need to go but I will be back soon.' I groaned and hoisted myself up. 'I am serious about it. Leave now, and you ruin everything.' A tensed silence fell. 'I don't know what I did, but I thought we were good. Apparently, I did something why you're avoiding me and run off without telling me. So, are you going to leave again and ruin everything, or are you staying here?'

'Look, I know I hurt your feelings. Nightshade is a childhood friend—' I cut him off. 'I don't care who she is. I don't care about that bitch. I do know care about what you're going to do now. I am not a jealous type. You can hang out with whoever you want but if I get the feeling you're cheating on me and lie, you're going to regret it for life and you will never be able to make things up.'

He approached me. 'Don't be mad. Please, I wouldn't cheat on you. We are only excited to see her again, that's all,' I yanked my arms back. 'Where's your brother?' He shrugged. I narrowed my eyes at him. 'Probably with Nightshade. Shall I call him?'
'You better do. I am going to murder him,' I scowled. 'I would appreciate if you don't,' he muttered while reaching for his phone. 'Just call him, Sideswipe.'
'Hey, Sunstreaker... Uhm, Sia would like to talk to you...'

I snitched Sideswipe's phone out of his hands. 'Sunstreaker, I give you five minutes to meet me or I swear to Primus I will make a deal with Megatron and let him rip you apart. Get your ass down here right now!' I screamed. I disconnected the call. Sunstreaker appeared exactly five minutes later. He shut the door behind him and glanced at Sideswipe before looking at me.

'What's wrong?'

I was boiling with anger and I slapped his cheek as hard as I could. He flinched and jumped back,— hitting the door behind him. 'What's wrong?' I spat out. He flinched again. 'Are you really that stupid!' I screamed. Sunstreaker lowered his gaze. 'I don't give a shit with who you hang out or what you do! I am not keeping you on a leash, but the only thing I except you to do, is to communicate! Do you have any idea in how much pain I was?! You didn't came to visit me once and I don't wanna hear any more bullshit coming from your mouth. I get it you're excited to see a long lost friend again. I all get that, but you neglected me! You knew I was sick and you just didn't care! Every time you were injured or not feeling well I stayed with you, helped you and you're to lazy to even return that?!'

'It wasn't like that...'

'No?! Then tell me the damn truth!' I screamed. A silence fell. 'Look at me!' He lifted his head. 'Tell me the truth if I am wrong.' Sunstreaker didn't reply. 'Believe me, I am still sick but good enough to walk out of here and find Nightshade myself so I guess you start talking to me right now or I swear you are going to regret it for life.'

'We were excited, that's all. I am sorry.'
'That sorry of yours isn't going to change anything. Tell me what you have been doing,' I snapped. 'You assume I cheated on you?' He snapped. 'I don't know what to think honestly. I hope not because if I figure it out I'll castrate you myself now start talking.' He clenched his jaws together. 'No? Not a single world from the two of you?' I snapped. Sideswipe lowered his gaze as well.

I pushed Sunstreaker out of the way. 'Cassiopeia! Wait.' I slammed the door shut in their face and marched through the halls. I found 'Nightshade' in the hanger. 'Sia! Wait...' I walked down the stairs. 'So, you're that new Autobot?' Her holoform turned around. She seemed to be surprised. 'Uhm, y-yeah, we haven't met, right?'

I narrowed my eyes at her. 'Did I do something?' She asked. 'I don't know, you tell me? Apparently, my boyfriends are now interested in you lately. Enough to neglect me and stop talking to me,' I spat out. I felt a hand on my shoulder. 'You don't have to kill her, Cassiopeia,' Ironhide said. He squeezed my shoulder a little. 'Stay out of it, Ironhide.' I pushed him aside. 'The twins? They haven't told me about you...' she trailed off. 'No?' I turned my gaze to have a look at them. 'You're dating them...?'

I was boiling with rage. 'No, not anymore,' I snapped before storming off. Tears ran down my face. I couldn't describe the feeling I had. I can't compete to someone like Nightshade. She's everything I am not and that hurt.
A horrible sting filled my stomach. I groaned and collapsed on my knees, wrapping my arms around my body. 'Hey...' Jazz crouched down and tightly wrapped his arms around me. 'Jazz... why?' I sobbed. 'Why are they doing this to me? What did I do wrong?' I cried. He hushed me. 'It's not your fault. None of this is your fault,' he whispered. 'I thought they were different. I thought they wouldn't hurt me,' I cried.

'Shhh, it's okay. You'll be fine,' he whispered. 'Come on, you need to lay down and get some rest,' he said,— helping me back up on my feet. I groaned in pain. He brought me back to my room and gently laid me down. 'Take this...' he grabbed a glass of water and some pills. 'What's this?'
'Just to help you relief some pain and stress,' he answered cryptically. A sedative, that's what it is but he doesn't want to say it. I took the pills anyway. I wanted to forget.