BOSS

Fifty Nine

Jay's POV
"Baby, you don't have to carry me up the stairs. I can make it to the bed," Bey told me.

"I know, but I just want to make sure that you're comfortable and get as much rest as possible," I told her as I carried her into our bedroom.

I laid her on the bed before going to get her something more comfortable to change into.

I helped her change clothes before she got in bed and covered herself up.

"Now, I'm here for you baby. If you need anything, let me know. I will get it. You don't need to get up or worry about anything. I have everything under control for the next 48 hours. I'm right here by your side. Whatever you need me for I'm here. Even if you think it's stupid or unnecessary, just tell me. I g-," I told her before she cut me off.

"I get it babe. You're here. I know. No need to go on and on," she told me.

"Okay, I'm just making sure you know that you don't need to hesitate to ask me for anything. I don't want you to feel like you're bothering me because you're not," I said to her.

"I know baby. I'll let you know. I promise," she said.

"Good. Do you need anything now?," I asked her.

"No, I'm good right now. I think I'm just gonna take a nap. I'm tired from having to get up so early this morning for the procedure," she told me.

"Okay. Well, do you want me to lay down with you can keep you company?," I asked her.

"No, you should go in your home office and get some things taken care of since you didn't go in to work today," she said.

"Work can wait. I need you to be okay," I replied.

"I won't truly be okay until I'm off of bed rest, and we get those test results back, but I'm the best that I could be now considering everything that's going on. Now, get some work done," she said.

"Okay, but I'll just be right down the hall in my office. Remember to let me know if you need anything or if you feel like something's wrong. If you feel any pain or see any spotting, let me know," I told her.

"I will baby. I promise," she said.

"Okay. I love you," I told her before I kissed her forehead.

"I love you too," she smiled.

Few Hours Later

Jay's POV
I was headed downstairs to get Bey a glass of water. Her sisters had just left maybe half an hour ago.

I went in the kitchen and poured her a glass of water before I headed back upstairs.

I heard someone knocking on the door as I was headed upstairs to give Bey the water she had asked for.

I went and unlocked the door. I opened it up to see Ty standing there.

"Hey man. What's up?," I asked him as he walked in, and I closed the door behind him.

"Nothing. I just came by to see how you were doing. I'm headed somewhere, but I wanted to see you. I know Bey had the procedure today, as your best friend, I wanted to make sure that you were okay. Bey, too, but I know that everyone's probably been more worried about her than you. I know even you have, but I know this is happening to you too," he told me as we made our way into the living room.

"Thanks man, but I'm fine. I'm just busy right now. I trying to catch up on some work and take care of Bey, but other than that, I'm fine," I told him.

"No, you're not. You're just trying to avoid what you feel," he said.

"No, I'm not. What are you even talking about?," I asked him.

"I've known you forever Jay. I know what you do when you're up against something you don't wanna face. I get it. Something really crazy and traumatic is happening, and you feel like you have to be strong for Bey, but you don't. You can let out whatever you're feeling. You don't have to keep busy to distract from your feelings," he told me.

"I'm not distracting from my feelings. The only thing that's distracting me right now is you. I just need to get this water up to Bey. She asked for water, so the least I could do is get it for her," I said.

"What's that supposed to mean?," he asked me.

"It means that this is all my fault," I blurted out.

"What? No, it's not. This is just a freak thing. You couldn't have had anything to do with that echogenic focus," he told me.

"Not that. The procedure! It's my damn fault that she had it! I told her to, and if anything happens to our baby, it's on me! So the least I could do is get her a damn glass of water!," I yelled.

"Jay, man, this isn't your fault. You made the decision to have the procedure together. She wanted to have it too, and nothing's gonna happen to the baby. The baby and Bey will be fine," he said.

"I just feel like she didn't want to have it, and I talked her into it. It's just one fucking thing after the other. We honestly can't catch a break. I'm tired of it Ty. I'm tired," I said to him.

"I know man. I know," he said.

"No, you don't. I mean, first it was Michael. Then it was her dad. Then it was Vanessa. Then she couldn't get pregnant. Now, she's pregnant, and it might not even last. It's just not fair," I told him.

"Yeah, you two have been through a lot, but you came out on the other side. You're stronger now. You're married, and she is pregnant, and she's not gonna miscarry. Your baby will be fine. You've just gotta have faith man. It'll be alright," he said.

"I just can't be so put together anymore man. I just feel like my whole world is falling apart," I said as I sat down on the couch and started to tear up.

"It's okay man. Let it out. I know you're scared and stressed. It's okay. I'll take this water up to Bey," he told me.

"No, it's okay. I'll take it. I need to talk to her anyway," I told him as I wiped my eyes.

"Alright man. You good?," he asked me.

"Yeah, I'm good. I'm just gonna go talk with Bey and chill. I think I just need to talk with my wife and rest. It's been a long week," I said.

"Okay. See you later man," he said.

"Later. Thank you for checking on me. I needed it," I told him.

"Any time. Tell Bey I said hey," he replied before he left.
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