Monday, 1:17 P.M. EST
“So to be clear- Sierra gets a dose if Jenalyn does a better job; and Jenalyn gets a dose if Sierra does a better job!” Dane says with a huge smile on his face that disguises the malintent in what he’s actually doing. “Now remember Sierra- you may want to show off because this is your skill! But you want Jenalyn to do better than you! And she doesn’t like doing this, so you’re going to have to make sure it’s good!”
Dane turns to me after addressing Sierra, a smile on his face that only makes my stomach more sick.
Why does he keep bringing her into everything between us? He knows I don’t give head in the first place- but now he wants to sit me in front of some bitch who tried to kill me and my baby last night, and do it? With this bitch’s next fix dependent on my performance?!
He said that this was to teach us both a lesson... how is this teaching Sierra anything?! This little game he wants to fucking play is focused only on me.
He knows that Sierra would do a better job at sucking his dick solely because he knows I’m uncomfortable with it! But the reward for her doing better isn’t anything worth working for in her eyes. The reward for that is me getting a line instead of her. So Dane gave her something worth working for- her next fix. But only if she can make me suck him off better than her deliberately futile attempts.
He’s literally doing this just to make me suffer. It’s lose/lose for me either way! I have to let him pump me full of drugs, or have Sierra forcing me down on him so she can get hers!
“Dane, this isn’t to teach us both a lesson!” I cry. I know it will only get me in more trouble, but if he’s trying to punish me, he can do it without her presence. I have to fucking try! "Please, leave her out of this! We can figure out another way to make me miserable, just-"
Dane turns to me, his brows raised in surprise that I’d open my mouth right now.
“I don’t recall asking for your opinion, Lil Bit,” he says with a small and insincere smile on his face. “I don’t recall asking for your input at all! So I think it's in your best interest to keep that pretty little mouth shut until I need it open, hm?”
Sierra laughs, but Dane wastes no time shutting her up. “That goes for you too, stand-in,“ he quickly snaps. “Now the both of you, come here. Let’s see how this Little game plays out.”
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Jenalyn: Crossing Lines (#4) [Complete]
General FictionJenalyn was supposed to come out of inpatient as a new person; She was supposed to come out as Hayden. Not only does her life depended on it, but Iife of her unborn baby girl too. It's her only shot at giving her a good life. Nothing is that simple...